.Sunday, November 05, 2006 @ 1:39 AM
WITH LOVES <3 >
Hey...ppl...
I just dunno wad to sae...
It has been from June till now...
I am still havin a 'fight' wif "A"...
I have no idea wad has gotten into me...
I have no idea wad has happen to me....
tis is just like...
I am still a wondering soul...
I want to prove my frewns tt I won't be a wondering soul foreva...
I just wanna to prove tt I'm a strong gurl...
Who doesn't need anyone help...
But I can't...
Cos...tt gurl...
Tat gurl...who called me a lump of shit...
Tat gurl...who wants to make me feel hurt...
Tat gurl...who wants me to feel bad...
She's the one who destroy my dreams...
She's the one who ruined my life...
Wheneva I have new frewns...
She...
She will steal it away from me...
Make my frewns become my enemy...
Make them hate me...
Make them despite me...
Tis will onli make me feel hurt...
Tis will onli make me think tt I should not be in tis world...
When will she realise tt she is so mean...
WHEN..
Tell me...
Why has things become so complicated...
Tell me...
Why has stuff become un-solve-able
Tell me...
Why am I such a fool to think tat she's so nice...
Tell me...
Why am I so stupid to believe her...not my other frewns...
Why...
Tis is so fustrated...
Why must she make it so complicated...
So fustrated...
Why...
DAMMIT