.Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 5:53 AM
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HEYY HMM...exactly a week to go..next wednesdae is my competition manns...urghs...
Yesterdae didnt get to post...hmm so gonna post abt yest and todae...
YESTERDAY:
Hmm I was freaking tired in the morning...hmm well I think every morning I am...rites...well collected our term1 result...manns...totallie disappointed in myself LOTS...hmm didnt do very well...hiaz...wonder how am I gonna do fer the rest of the mths...hmm have totallie no idea how to break the news to my dad eh...hmm...trainin was okae...trained fer onlie 1.5hr plus plus...hmm failed 2 out of 10 routines...crashed 3 times...did 背躺 then crashed...knee hit my left side of the face-.- wow...was red...eyes kinda hurt but thank god no blue black...hmm...didnt go fer tuition on tt dae...hmm yesterdae night was totallie wad the heck...manns...when my dad knew the result...hiaz...dun even wanna explain it out...I onlie know tt I spent abt 2hrs getting damn pissed...hmm dunno if is at my parents or just me...hmm dunno why...I just cant control it...hmm I just hate yesterdae...alot!!! Had damn bad headache throughout the whole night...maybe is becos...
TODAY:
Morning woke up head was throbbing...hmm...cant be bothered to wake up this morning...hit the alram then went back sleep fer 20min...haha...well wasnt late anyways...hmm walked to school quite slow...hmm dunno if I shld be glad that Im going school or not...met Jean on the way...so walked together...afterwards...at the track saw the mid-d...yea wished them lucks since they had cross country at a later morning...hmm the results are not so bad...at least they did their best...Cdiv came in first while Bdiv came in 5th...hmm well...becos our class is like the sports class which onlie consists Gym Swim Track...so all tracks went to support which is like 11 of them...so in the end left onlie 11 of us...haha the class is dam freaking small!!! Hmm...lessons was quite fun...the class freaking small...hmm they came back at 12.30 plus...elit was totallie boring...was sleeping...hiaz...and there is gonna be elit test this friday...sianz...after extra lesson...me and Jean went to amk to buy ribbon, glitter, hairspray...fer our comp...was rainin luckily wasnt tt heavy...hmm...trainin started at 6 todae...so late manns!!! but it was fun even though is tiring...I could have done 10 routines perfectly but manns 1 of them didnt do well...didnt crash todae(= woohoo...hmm ended trainin like 7 plus plus close to 8...hmm got free ride from Michelle's dad...hmm they didnt noe how to get to my hse...so is like they passed by crown centre...nanyang high...njc...hwachong...and turn in somewhere which I dunno...then went passed henry park pri haha...hmm and finally went to the correct direction to my hse haha(= the ride was fun(= hmm but feel quite bad...cos they sent me home when their hse is near sch-.- throughout the whole dae...Im like quite dead...feeling tired...tired of everything...well except fer frewns and training...hmm
Tomorrow dun think I will be going fer tuition again...manns...Dee was like NO dun go...skip tuition...and I was like but I skipped on Tuesday alreadly...but she still sae dun go...rites...haha is quite funnie...haha so most probably not going fer tuition since is like trainin is oso at 6 tmr evening...hmmWell...seriously I think I kinda love school now as compared to going home...hiaz...I dun wanna to be like at home and gettin pissed and feeling annoyed...and being tired of everything...mannx!!!
Screaming, shouting and yelling...
Causing tears to drop...flowing real fast...
Tears are swelling up in my eyes...
Though the incident is over...
And Im alreadly trying to force it not to fall...
The scars may be gone but it seeps through...flowing in the blood...