.Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 4:36 AM
WITH LOVES <3 >
HAPPY BIRTHDAE WINSY LI a.k.a chinchow...hmm(=Todae sucks...I dunno why...everything doesnt seem good...sucks the hell lot:(
Mornin went to school fer com meetin...to do props cut quite alot of stuff...thanks god I didnt cut myself my penkinife...almost though. after tt had lunch wif Stef at macs then went back school...was cuttin somemore of the paper stuff then went to sleep...trainin started at 2, I hate the conditionings todae...is freakin alot and tirin hate wearing weights did 8laps of tug and 8laps of 'frog' Im tellin u guys it sucks like hell:( I couldnt take it...feel like vomittin after all this wad worst is tt after the jumps we had to train our stomach...gosh...after all the conditionings...I almost die, couldnt even walk properly...sucks...suppose to end like at 5....but the coach made us do more conditionings...gosh I can kill her:( I alreadly cant take it and she make us do so much....did another 50 times of the 'frog' jumps...train our stomach muscles...and jumps 100 times:( I can reallie kick her...by the time trainin ended my knee joints and elbow joints hurts...and so is my back:( URGHS...she sucks todae...trainings sucks too
Well I guess tt abt it uh...
Things havent been going too well fer me overall fer todae I think...well...maybe not I 'think'...hmm Im sure abt tt...wonder wad the freakin wrong with me todae...have been feeling weird...feeling not being myself recently...have been thinking quite abit recently...I need to tell someone...but then again...I wonder who...hahas...I wonder who to turn to...*sigh* Im back to my old self again...back to where I once belong just that is a little different...a different yet similar surrondings...yea....
I seriously dunno wad I did wrong
But I have no idea what is going on
It hurts, everything just hurt badly
Im sure that this isnt my fault
It isnt my fault
I just dunno what actually happen