Love Happens

2010-05-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hi people I noe is since damn long I ever blogged.
Im really sorry cos I think I cant continue with this posting with everydae life when the thing is that I dun even noe what going on in my life and I dunno what I can do to make me find my way out in this mess. Seriously there are many times I reallie feel that I cannot make it anymore. There are many times when I feel that Im too exhausted that I could hardly breathe. Well I reallie love my blog but right now let me take a break from here and focus just on studies(= Haha I might or might not even return to this blog. This blog had been with me since P6 and then Sec2 till now. Amazing? Not? Haha whatever. TO ME IT JUST IT!!!! Alright. I will keep those memorable memories and throw away those horrid one. And to all my friends out there,

Life is unpredictable. You dunno when one day someone you reallie need will just abandon you and turn their backs on you. You dunno when one day someone you like actually like your friend. You dunno when one day someone you actually enjoy the company of, left you. Is hard to accept but life is unpredictable. Which also means that you have to let go and accept new ones.

Toodles my friends.
Yours till the day of unpredictable life ends.

2010-03-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

ON 18 March had training in the morning as usual. Trained really hard!!! and Im really tired. After which, we went out fer bdiv outing except fer Jessica cos she had track camp...shld had pull her along:P Ate lunch at Astone(= had black pepper steak at medium but is like medium rare...well it still taste awesome(= haha the fries are great too so are their salads(= YUMMY after tt we walked around from the grand cathay to plaza sing to far east to ion and headed home...was really tired after lunch actuallie...my feet were killing me!!!! Hmm had tuition on tt evening and was like WTH ahha cos it was on organic chem...but still I somehow manage to get it...see Im so dumb:(

Well well as fer todae...didnt went fer trainin cos there isnt any...well fer bdiv though...went to catch movie with Sam on Alice in Wonderland!!! WOO HOO FINALLY!!! The show is like so nice(= and I totallie love the twins and mad hatter and the CAT!!! Is freakin cool!!! The twins are like freakin cute when they have their conversation and the way they fight fer the big day. I just love the way the cat appear and disappear and of cos tt SMILE of its...is super WIDE!!! OH wad I love abt the Mad Hatter is that is full of emotions...esp to the end where the part he will have to part with Alice. I dunno all of a sudden, at that particular moment...random thoughts of some flashbacks, some memories that I have actuallie came gushing within my brain haha...manns what has gotten into me?

Anyways after tt movie...me and Sam walked abt!!! and gosh things reallie change in AMK HUB...is like more WOAHS haah. Went to teach some guy at protor...OMG I have to admit tt he was kinda slow in understanding and reallie need the patience...but oh well I had fun:P It feels damn fun to teach ppl when I noe how to do:P haha probably tt why is not really tough fer me...haha maybe there is more surprises tt I never face before...had eng afterwards! Manns I have to say tt todae is really rush...after eng me and val had quite a long conversation till my parent came along...ruin the moment...I have actuallie quite abit of stuff to say but the moments are always interrupt or not the right timing...screwed it....well well(= I guess that abt it...ahha I post quite a long one todae....hmmm ahha time fer my confession of these few days:P

Hmmm I wonder wad does the word LOVE actuallie means...and how does it feel to be in love...haha Im not trying to be desperate here so dun misunderstand me...seriously how do u noe when u are in love? Peesh is such a complex thing seriously....I know tt I said tt love is an amazing thing...but then these are just some knowledge tt I know from songs...bks...and blah blah blah...I never get to experience one yet...so I guess Ive got to wait...hha meanwhile I shall focus on my studies and the up coming comp:P Toodles ppl (manns guess i just crap again...wth is wrong with me these fews days?)

2010-03-16T06:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE SENIORS - EUG n YONGXIAN(=

This is what I have found about capricorn: is kinda true but not cos I do listen to ppl prob but I dun reallie like to discuss stuffs unless is a serious need to:P

The first time you meet a person with Capricorn horoscope, they may appear aloof, but what they really are, is cautious.Capricorns interests are in art, theater, music, and in their own career. Usually they are drawn to people who are intellectually stimulating and they seek a partner who will fit into their realm of life. People with Capricorn horoscope prefer to discuss serious subjects, however, will always be there to listen to a problem.
Capricorns tend to be dominating and are not easy to win over. They also expect to be pursued and not be the pursuers. If you're going on a date with this zodiac, make sure you're prompt. If you say you'll be there at a certain time, be there. They are intolerant to people who say something and do something else.
People born with Capricorn Sign can come across as cool and reserved. As they take a common sense approach in almost everything they do, it will be included in their relationship. They want to be cherished, honored, loved and respected. In return, passion will run deep and you will have a loving lasting relationship.

WOah woah aahah I didnt noe this...but then again it might not be true afterall(= hhaha
Anways todae is reallie a tiring dae, trainin in the morning, sport leader thing in the early noon and tuition all the way till 7...on organic chem n did maths...woah I finally get organic chem haha probably I have always been lazy and listening to ipod! I shld stop listening eh...

I found this pic and thought is rather cool and will wanna try it one dae soon(= haha not now...not tmr...but onlie when Im free(= is cool cos is like a pic within a pic and is like alive(=

2010-03-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

Had chinese mock papers todae...paper 1 and paper 2. Is tough!!! I hate paper 2 cos the compre were like tricky and for paper 1 is lke tough to understand the questions:( Had trainin in the noon(= haha todae trainin is alright fer me...Ive did all 12 routines without fail...but onlie 6 are acceptable to me la...but seriously the rest were just RUBBISH!!! Manns!!! is my expectation too high? HIAZ heard of 'the higher your expectation...the greater the risk you will have' Is it ture? Hmm...my poor friend, Jean, hasnt been doing too good at times during training...manns how can I helped her? she has to know that she cant do it is because of her fear...she gotta she overcome it...and now when a junior had caught up with her (she is in track too!) she is super depressed!!! Manns Im such a lousy captain...cant even comfort my fellow teammates...urghs so frustrating...

I guess Im gonna stop here...gotta do lots of stuff...toodles people!(=

The only exception is that you are different from others. I have no idea but you just kinda draw attention to me. Damn...is your fault! The only exception of you from others is that you are different. When they smile, you frown. When they laugh, you stone. When they are crying due to joys, you are crying due to miseries. Why? Why do I have to notice this...? Why are you that exception???

2010-03-13T04:42:00.000-08:00

MANNS I LITERALLY FLEW OUT OF THE TRAMP DURING TRAINING TODAY>.< seriously we dun jump but fly!

Hmmm todae is like super tiring. I woke up late todae...suppose to wake up at 7 i woke up at 8.30 screwed...trainin suppose to be at 8.30-.- took taxi and rushed to school thanks god coach wasnt really there yet and beside we only began at nine(= As I said earlier on....I flew out of the tramp...haha is rather a cool experience though, just thank god tt I fall onto the mat not crash into the wall or onto the hard floor(= But then now my left neck hurts too...yesterdae was right...now left...wad the hell!!! both side hurts...and it hurts so much when I have to turn....

Wanted to do work todae but seems like I cant bring myself to do it...went out during late noon with sis to get her stuffs at anchor point and my stuffs at orchard central...sianxxxxx todae is the E-awards thing!!!! Wanted to go badly but decided not to after much consideration...hahaha

A dream is a succession of images, thoughts, sounds, or emotions which pass through our mind like a river flowing either fast or it could be slow. It can be really sweet like you had enjoyed your first kiss, or it could be bitter just like witnessing your close peers' death or mischap. It sometimes come real fast and memorising, but it can come through hardship and tortures. Perhaps, perhaps love could be a dream. Who knows? Dreams as well as love are unpredictable. No one knows when it comes and goes and come again...no one will (this is just my perceptions) Afterall, I just wanna wish you guys sweetdreams(=

2010-03-11T06:49:00.000-08:00

IM so tired but I cant slp yet:( wad the...soon i guess...soon!!! Chem spa today wasnt so bad(= did pretty well...trainin wad alright too(= did much much better than yesterdae though(= haha but Im dead tired...after doing so much routines:P during tuition I was like having headache I guess...just feel tired...arghh troubled over chem test tmr!!!!!

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over

2010-03-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

Alright...todae I just screwed fer elit...the question was on tolerance which was so unexpected:( screwed it...manns well todae wasnt so bad. Felt tired but didnt slp much except fer english after I finished my compre tests. Chem lessons was awesome todae(= haha had it in the library which had AIRCON(= hahah as usual training in the late noon. I have no idea why but I didnt do well todae:( My leg muscles doesnt seem to be working. Did so many routines but I onlie like 2 of it!!! WTH, even though the rest are considered a pass, but is definetly a NO GOOD!!! how can I compete with these routines:( I will be pulling the team down:( GOSH JOANNA U HAVE TO BUCK UP REAL FAST!!!!!

Tmr is the spa test, guess it would be alright if I didnt make any careless mistake! Woosh I hate elecrolysis seriously:( manns wad with this post todae? everything doesnt seem to be going the way I wanted...thank god is onlie about 1hours more before is 11MARCH...bear fer a while more and everything gonna be alright....(I HOPE SO)

Just read through some of those memories. Didnt know that those moments were childish but I definetly missed it. I missed those days when you are still approachable, when Im still able to communicate to you. Those words will be etched in my memory, but Im not sure if you remember. Those words are priceless to me for those words had impact me greatly. Well probably you have no idea who you are or probably you had forgotten about these little memories that were part of us...maybe...but I will always keep it. Keep it on behalf you. These memories may not be able to appear again so might as well let it settled down to the bottom of the heart....(WAD AM I WRITING ABT?)

2010-03-09T05:54:00.000-08:00

AHHHH I WANT TO WATCH ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND:p heard of the song 'Alice' by Avril Lavigne? Is rather nice esp if u keep hearing to it...well tt in my perception(= haha shld listen if u guys wanna (http://www.avrillavigne.com/)

Hmm todae had both chi and eng tests on words which I think I did fairly well...hmm tmr elit and Im gonna die:( wish me luck eh? Got back tests paper todae...not good at all:( manns seriously wad can I do to pull my humanities grade up????

Hmm im gonna read finish the part 1 of TKAM then head fer my comfy bed:p toodles peeps

2010-03-08T06:44:00.000-08:00

Todae sch hours is pretty normal? Wasnt tt bad actuallie...seniors from RI came back and woah there is a hell lot of them:P ahaha hmmmm...trainin was fun. well not reallie fun fun, but it was okae(= haha we kinda celebrate TENG LAO SHI bdae todae which the actual dae is tmr(= haha she is so damn happy(= ahha :P we had fun towards the end of trainin ahah cos we get to eat a chocolately cake(= YUM haha

AS usual, at the end of the dae...Im exhausted:(
Im reallie tired and Im already drained...so many tests this week and Im looking forward for March holiday...hmm maybe not? since I will be busy too:( Sad manns...

2010-03-07T02:01:00.000-08:00

Ive got 7...8? tests this week...english oral, chinese spelling-.-, vocab tests, elit on kill the mocking bird, english compre n summary, chem spa and chem test on simple cell, fuel cell, electrolysis n mole concept!!! SCREW IT...I havent study fer voacb n chem n part of lit!!! screwed-.- SO many things Ive got to accomplish:(

Woosh just got back home from my neighbour's hse. Had dinner over there, dinner was delicious I guess, even though is plain(= but surprising Im full ahah ate quite little:p

Meeting you was purely fate, becoming your friend was my choice, but falling in love with you...I had total no control over it. So even though you are at the end of the world, I will still find you. It may take quite a while but I will find you cause it was fate for me to meet you, it was my choice to choose you as friend and there was no control for me to stop loving you and to stop finding you.

2010-03-05T07:25:00.001-08:00

Hello(= Is fridae. I was suppose to not do any homework but seems like my plan was ruined...:( I had to do elit and it had to be done by Sunday...anyways todae I screwed fer SS!!!! dammit my hand is so tired...I wrote slow and fast and slow...well didnt noe how to do fer the utlity question so one word...SCREWED! Haha hmm trainin was alright, not so bad...did pretty well(= haha tution afterwards...mainly practice on oral...hmm the readin was okae, conversation was okae...just the picture discussion!!!

WELL WELL...just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMSHUEN(= she is such an awesome and smart friend since sec1(=

If only you waited for a while longer...if only you could trusts me and wait for a little longer. I say what I meant...and I will do it. But obviously, you didnt...If only things could be that way...

2010-03-03T07:27:00.000-08:00

OH NO!!! COMP IS REALLIE COMING UP AND IM NOT PREPARED....heard tt RGS is rather good in cdiv...manns it means tt we need to really BUCK UP!!!! Well well in the end, we just have to do our best and tt is wad matters(= But still is so pressurising...:( DANGS hmm but I had to say tt out cdivs are improving though(= ahha and bdiv performance is so good todae hha(=

Hmm todae sch is kinda tired...haha well wonder which dae wont be...trainin tmr again, maths test tmr, eng test tmr...hiaz! JIAYOU!!!! Did plenty of compos this few days and seriously IM EXHAUSTED!!! woahs

This is rather a cute picture(= haha Nites people TOODLES sweetdreams manns(=

2010-03-02T05:53:00.000-08:00

Guess I predicted that this week is horrible! I slept a little during maths and a little during eng...gosh! JOANNA U GOTTA KEEP AWAKE!!!! Os IS ONLY A FEW WEEKS AHEAD!!!! Hmm well there isnt nth much interesting tt happen? I got free ride to sch todae with XueQi(= MANNS why is the topic PRIVACY SO HARD TO WRITE??? screw it!!:( hmm Im feeling very tired so I cant post much again....VERY SORRY maybe onlie during weekends then Im able to post longer:p Nites to u. Have sweetdreams(=

RUDE AWAKENING: Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Indigo Violet

There is an awfully awesome rainbow which can be in various type of forms like a semicirular double rainbow, a rainbow in the form of mist, rainbow in the form of sprays of waves in the deep blue ocean and also a rainbow witnessed during sunset(= that picture was painted across in my memory and will always be there. To me, rainbow is just like the different colours of love that you have created.

2010-03-01T04:54:00.000-08:00

IS ONLY MONDAY AND IM EXHAUSTED! Todae PE was a screwed but I finally get over it! but I have to come up with the reflection...:( sian....I kinda forget abt it, so I have to crap up! Training was good I guess I did lots of routines and some were pretty well...ahha some not. but everyone did a routine by the end of training(= IM JUST SO HAPPY(= ahha I realised that my junior's parent stay one floor above me haha cool! Now I get free rides to sch haha(= woahs hahha have you guys eaten bird nests with papaya? EWWW YUCKS!!! I dun even reallie like bird nests haha....well I cant post any more need to get on with my studys TOODLES

RUDE AWAKENING: It seems near yet far. Is just a few steps to get to you. But I just could not bring myself to do it. It just so hard. Maybe becos of fear, maybe because of embarrasment, maybe because of critisim, maybe because of you ignoring me.???..maybe....there is just too many 'maybe' thats why I could not bring myself to do it. Well....so I can only watch you from a distant.....

2010-02-27T00:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE NICOLE(= LOVE U TO THE MAX:P

Heyy yesterdae training was in the morning...well training wasnt tt bad cos I feel that I did well? haha and coach wasnt in a bad mood so not so bad(= Watched titanic yesterdae on tv(= is a freakin damn good show(= I love it. Since young, I had alr watched it and fell in love with it(= ahah Leonardo Dicaprio is just so hawt, well is onlie in that movie Titanic, and also Romeo n Juliet but ahha now he looks worse and old like the Blood Diamond?:P

Todae I didnt do much just homeworks sianx there is gonna be so much tests this week- ChineseCompo, SS, Maths and? Well well Im gonna stop round here? Toodles(=

RUDE AWAKENIG: It had been since dunno when, I had an extra piece of mask. Is really pretty, is black with gold details of patterns. Is really lovely. You can see what the mask is portraying, well that if you see it closely, each and every details. Is really perfect. However, what happens if one day...if one fine day I happen to take it off. Will all my friends disappear? Will you stay away from me? I have been dreaming of taking off it and be myself. How I wish for me being myself. I could not act properly like I want to. Everything seems real but the truth is that is not. How long more do I need to wait? How long more...

2010-02-26T07:46:00.002-08:00

The First:

The weather was like the pink cherry blossoms that bloom

And I felt like I was hit by a cupid's arrow

If only I could recollect it!

Such a day of days

I let it rush through my mind, only to capture the beautiful moments we shared

It was like a perfect series of moice

It seemed to mean little, yet it meant everything to me

If only I could recall that evening

That first kiss we ever shared.

Hmmm(= hi ppl sorry tt I wasnt able to post much! this year is a real busy year! hmm this is gonnna be a real short post cos I really need to let my body cells to rest(= aha I shall continue another dae:P toodles

RUDE AWAKENING: Love is a unpredictable thing. You can only find love to be perfect just like every love romance movies will play, with all those sweet little things. But the truth is love is complicated. You've got to understand that love does not have a beginning and an end. It just happen and is meant for you. Only you. If you happen to miss it, well you have choosen a long path way. Dont worry for you will make a U-turn...well somehow you will...as I said, Love is unpredictable.

2010-02-17T05:28:00.000-08:00

HI PPL!!!! sorrie I wanted to blog when Im there...but the com tt I use in my cousin's hse doesnt let me access to blogger...PEESH but nevermind(=

Spent a week at China and I dun wanna come bacK:( cos I like it there...well I just want the temp to go abit higher haha...and screwed the weather. It keep pouring like non stop fer the past few days tt I was there:( then I couldnt go out to play:(

The onlie dae tt is like not rainin was the first dae! When I finally reach my grandma's hse...me dad bro n one of the cousins ran to my second aunt's hse...woah is tiring but at least I ran haah. By the time I reach the hse...I was already perspirin as though i just had a bathe ahha. tt night I oso spent my night at the hse. When it was like supper time...my uncle forced me to drink beer....EEEEE...but honestly speakin is so much better than tigerbeer or carlsberg...but still I dun like to drink...I onlie like Breezers...tt type...well back to the point...he keep askin me to drink...but I dun wanna...ahah and this is so embarrasing...I cried:( so embarrasing tsk tsk... well tt night I slept with my cousin's wife while my bro slept with my cousin. We talked quite long...ahaha maybe till 1plus in the morning? Haha but my bro n cousin were playing video games the whole night:P
Well the following daes just keep on rainin and raininin and rainin so irrating when no rain then go out play badminton or basketball...there was once me bro n one of the cousins went to play pool at some place fer free(= Hmm had reunion dinner at grandma's hse..so was considered crowded la(= haha...

I wanted to learn motorcycle...but I IDIDNT...THANKS TO THE RAIN N MY MUM??? she dun let me learn from my cousin....:((((( HUMPH...
Im gonna stop here eh...IM tired:P toodles<3

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY(= n CNY(=

2010-02-10T05:47:00.000-08:00

Heyy I havent been posting IM SORRIE...was really busy busy busy...:( Im going CHINA TMR hha well is not like is my first time..but WADEVA(= HAHA IM JUST GOIN CHINA TMR:P which means no work:p just play play play ahah obviously I noe the consequences...which is when I return...IM GONNA DIE DIE DIE haha well play first...tt one later:p Hmm I HAVE NO IDEA WAD TO TOK ABT...Im still busy haha havent pack my clothes:P tsk ahah Im so gonna jog over there ahah manns(= I want to:p Im gonna play sports there too(= hahah WEEE...manns if I have the chance I will post in China(= haha sorrie really really busy:((((((

TOODLES...<3

2010-01-31T04:57:00.000-08:00

Before I start...just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEEEEEEEEE ahha yesterday was her birthday, just tt I didn’t manage to post it.

Before going to her house which is located at 33 SIGLAP BANK, went to meet Winsy n ShiTing at Vivo…went to get JE’s gift…haha we spent quite long over there. Freaking winsy called me MUMMY then AUNTIE then JIEJIE because I was wearing high heel and look tall, ahha her head got problem. When we arrived at JE’s house, Alex, Ivy and Ruth were already there so early! Ahha actually, is because we are late, but still the others are later:P her house is so cool even though the location is so ULU-.- we played ‘serades’ and my team lost, so we had to drink beer as a forfeit…DANGS it taste so GROSSSSS. But I drank quite a lot of Breezers haha oops… we had dinner at her so call small garden(= the tables were RED haha hot red(= love it:P Before tt we were like crazy? Haha we kinda sing n dance to the music(= thank god the music was blasting so my voice wasn’t heard:P I was kinda the MC fer the day, cos I was holding the mic…haha manns I was like going crazy acting like Key…hmm really enjoyed myself yesterday. After dinner we played Pictionary, “I have never…” and truth or dare…forfeited as usual drink alcohol? Is not that heavy cause JE mixed the drinks with coke, breezers and some other stuff…hmm I went home damn late hah…reached home at 11 something:P I wasn’t drunk so thank god, just some headache oops ahha…

Well well, that about it fer yesterdae? Todae there isn’t anything much interestin going on so yea haha. TOODLES

The Rose – westlife

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, its only seed

It's the heart, afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love, in the spring
Becomes the rose

2010-01-29T06:42:00.000-08:00

Finally Fridae and my SHINEE arrive Singapore haha manns this sounds like Im so obess with them...IM NOT(= ahha well well wad a tiring dae todae I guess after I settled some stuff Im gonna head to my bed! Hmm had chem test todae I screwed up...I CARELESS:((((((((((( Hmm training wasnt so bad but I crashed once:( Michelle haha my senior came back to visit(= WEE I left early cos Ive got tuition in the night...SIAN...on the way home, there are like 3 STUPID ANNOYING GUYS...argh so annoyed with them...make freakin hell noise at the back of the bus...and using vulgarities...I totally feel like shouting back at them but not to cos they are like TOTAL AHBENG...PEESH....Had my dinner veri veri late like 9 plus to 100000000000000:(((((((((((((((((( like that...Im gonna gain weight:p and grow fat haahah hmm

TIRED...

2010-01-28T06:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE LI LAO SHI n AINSILE(=

Hmm Im really drained out by now..hmm is thursday not so bad la just fri and Im gonna slp till Sat...(= Sianns come to think abt it tmr still have tuition in the night which means I cant slp early cos it will end at 9?? SIAN Im seriously in need of slp:(( MANNS I want my bedddddddddddddddddddddd ahahha

Todae morning went joggin again with Stef and Shana....ran fer 1.5km is damn long haha I dun like the track...cos is not like a proper track n is 500m per round...wad kind of track is this??? During recess went to play basketball/netball again with Sec 2 ahha they are quite fun to play with(= cos they are good haah:P

Had tuition in the evening todae, did redox okae la...wasnt so bad cos I did it before haha well Im like freakin tired, yea LACK OF BEAUTY SLP...sians rite?

Hmm SHINEE COMIN TMR!!! ahhah

2010-01-27T07:08:00.000-08:00

Since Im online...just post a quick one

Todae is like a freakin tiring dae. I slept fer like last few min of elit...sian I dunno how to keep myself awake...IM DEPRIVE OF SLP BUT THE THING IS TT I DUN HAVE MUCH TIME TO DO MY WORK AT HOME...Im always reachin home like late late late like 8plus...will then be settled by 9smth:( Hmm there is a chem test this fri SIANS then there is still Eng compo tmr...IM GONNA DIE :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

JOJO is so drained....Im like so packed almost everydae:( SAD LIFE...why am I so dumb.........

Manns just not feelin great gonna turn in soon...
Toodles

OH BTW
HAPPY BIRTHDAE LINDY(= n CHERYL(=

2010-01-26T05:13:00.000-08:00

Today was the investure...OMG so embarrasing la...I kinda forgot the dance:P and have to freakin wear stocking which is ULTRA UNCOMFORTABLE...haha and have to wear heels which make it even slipper...-.- I hate it...hha but thank god tt I didnt fall or my shoe come out:P

I was freakin tired in sch todae....I like slept fer part of eng n chi...sian-.- after sch went fre tuition straight to pract chem fer this fri test....after came home...then went fer a jog from my hse all the way to njc and back ahha...is a 30min run(= haha Im so freakin tired haha I was running around my neighbourhood street and got lost to the end corners manns haha so tired ran up the slopes at around bukit timah road ahha then decide to run all the way to njc n back to coro to get dinner and head home. When I was at coro, think I saw someone familiar? Hah but didnt take a close look...just quickly left tt place cos wanted to catch my show:P ahha

Hmm Im gonna stop here...need my beauty slp(=
Loves peeps

PS: OMG SHINEE COMIN SG ahha I want to go:((( but dunno if can and is gonna be crowded..and no way am I gonna be packed like sardine hhaa I THINK...:P haha <3
Im just a grea friend of SHINEE(= ahha so Im not a crazy fan :p toodles

2010-01-25T06:40:00.000-08:00

HIHIHIHI

I know it has been since dunno when I last blogged. I apologise for it:P Hmm has been a tough weeek since last week...:( Shall just post wadeva I can(=

Todae pe was like wad...haha cos I kicked the ball away from Winsy and was caught by Ms Lim hhaah and she sae I foul play-.- ahha it was just fer fun wad...ahah but it was rather funnie (tt scene) hmm recess played basketball/captain ball with the sec2 and of cos some of my classmates then game was AWESOME(= love it haha didnt count the score but was sure tt my team won ahha (= just too good(= and is such a great workout:P Hmm other then all this, sch was ok...lessons wernt so bad I just love BIO(= haha

Trainin is horrid???? but onlie towards the end wasnt tt bad. Crashed twice and the fall isnt light haha...but is nothing I guess well tt wad I THOUGHT...but I thought wrong tsk I came back home and felt pain on neck...maybe I sprained it or smth...thx to second fall tsk...well well...we ended trainin so late like 7plussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss sianx-.-

Hmm tmr is the investure OMG IM SO NOT READY FER ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT...cos of stupid dance...the dance are ok but IM NOT...Im like gonna stand quite at the front...EWWWWWWWWWW NO WAYYYY I hate dancin in front of so many ppl ahha...but dancin with classmates isnt so bad but THIS IS A NO NO...:(((((((((((((((((((((((

WELL IM GONNA STOP HERE(= hmm have a great week ahead. is onlie MON haha

TOODLES<3

2010-01-18T05:13:00.000-08:00

Pardon my rudeness yesterdae...I was just pissed...before I continue with this post...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE GRACE CHIA(=

Hmm there is so many January babies I know(= haha well didnt have a good slp last night...slept at 12 is so late:(((( well todae sch is not so bad la...hmm got back amath test...was ok with the result but I could have score higher:( hmm there is chi letter writing tmr....sian...chi is so boring....cos I cant stand the teacher voice...and also the Truth ppl...from another class...we have combine class u see...they are ULTRA NOISYYYYY...is so annoying...this is why I hate combine classes:(((( Hmm other than those...everythin was passable la haha went tuition after extra lessons to do maths...manns he want me to go wed after trainn...TIRED :((((

Hmm 2 songs to intro to u...shld go listen(=

1) Wedding Dress by BigBang (TaeYang)
2) Girlfriend by Marie Digby [ is quite a long time song ]

Hhaha is rather nice...but if u guys dun like...then not my fault:P

TOODLES

2010-01-17T04:17:00.000-08:00

STUPID PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

Im so freakin pissed right now...with everything....ever since yesterdae...IM ALRREADY PISSED!!!!! yesterdae went out with frewns...u see this outin is like planned way way way before....maybe a week plus or so...and my mum surprising just knew abt it yesterdae wadeva...so whatever she arranged have to postpone to Sunday...but the thing is tt she freakin didnt tell me and obviouslY I wasnt happy...I know tt I will be going out on saturday, so I know that I wont be doing any homework...and planned to do it todae...which is SUNDAY MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okae becos of tt I got so pissed and kinda quarrled with my mum....obviously I WON...but so wad...she doesnt care...IN THE FREAKIN END I STILL WENT TO CLARKE QUAY THIS MORNING FER THE STUPID STUFF...I have to freakin fake a smile...FAKE...wadeva, told u things will change...hmmm well did compo after dunno how long...cos is a one word essay...and I dun like it...and now doin lit...OMG IM TELLIN U..this sucks okae...not saying tt my group members are bad or smth...but Im reallie stressed up...came up with some points with Matt (thank u) but then....so far so none of the points are from my group members...*cries* hiaz...nevermind...

Im tired...really really tired...

Btw...HAPPY BIRTHDAE RYANWEE

2010-01-14T05:44:00.000-08:00

생일 축하합니다 JOANNA

Hmmm is my birthdae, so called sweet sixteen...hmm Im gonna post a real fast one...
Had maths test in the morning, not so bad cos is managable excpet fer 1 part. Received quite a few presents...hmm but the thing is tt Im not so interested in those...hmm wadeva. During recess had a min cake ahah thx manns(= ahha I didnt expect any cake or smth...hmm is feel great to have frewns like them(= ahha after sch went to island creamery with Winsy Stef n Sam to eat ice cream ahha is so good but then later at tuition I had another cake....WOAHS todae Im so gonna gain alot of weight hhaha. It was quite funnie after tuition ahah Mr Toh danced! hhaha(= really enjoyed it ahha posted part of the video on FB(= ahha go take a look...

WELL IN SUMMARISE,

I WILL JUST LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO WISHES ME(= AHHA BE IT BE IN UR HEART OR VERBALLY...(=

The onlie thing Im concern is that my wishes will come true...Im still having a little hope on it...and I hope it will come true(=

LOVE U GUYS<3 HAHA thanks fer the gifts anyways<3

2010-01-11T04:21:00.000-08:00

CAN U BELIEVE IT TT THE SINGAPORE TOP SCORER IS FROM MY SCH WITH THE POINTS OF 11 A1s HAHA(= SO COOL:p haha but sadly, the person isnt me:P ahha...she is like freakin SMART OR WAD!!!!! ahhaha My seniors did fairly well too(= so is a good thing eh...

MANNS this is pressurising:( well lessons wasnt so bad larhx, just didnt like chinese, have a new teacher...fer the rest of sec 4, and Im gonna fail chinese...the teacher voice is HIGH HIGH HIGH and is gross and the class is freaking noisy becos we combine class with another class:( stupid la...they are like freakin noisy!!!!!! I cannot stand it, then the teacher keep stopping... screw tt class...is not I dun like them, but they really tok alot...:( cos chi is boring, I almost slp!!! but I didnt hah I hope it will keep it this way till my olevel...I really really wanna excel in it...I dunno leh but I still havent set the right mood in...maybe becos there is ton of trainin I cant concentrate, then very little time to do work....:((( cos there isnt any training todae, I manage to do some work(= ahaha there is 3 tests this wk, tmr is chinese compo, wed is elit essay (DANGS), thu is AMATH TEST!!!! haha need to study so hard fer lit....

Stopping here(- toodles

BOYS LIKE GIRLS (with Taylor Swift) - Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

Cause everything you do

And words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true

That I cant live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

Cause when i close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

I'm thinking two is better than one(oh yeah)

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And i thought hey

Maybe it's true

That I cant live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

That I cant live without you

Cause maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I've figured out

When all is said and done

Two is better than one

Two is better than one.

2010-01-10T05:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIDAN(=

Haha so many birthday, the next one will be MINE(= wee ahhah(= todae I didnt reallie do much of work:( wasted another dae...sianx...noon went fer bio...I cant concentrate much ahha cos we were actuallie making quite alot of noise-.- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I got tons of work to do, but I dunno where to start from...manns Im gonna restrict myself from playing so much during the weekend after my birthdae and esp after competition....

I shall stop posting here...hmm, NITES

2010-01-09T04:21:00.000-08:00

Hihi! Todae was the freaking cca fair thing...I have to wake up so so early!!!! :((((( so tired...training started at 8 OMG super early la...trained and trained, when there is sec1s, we have to perform and all those...ahha but the rgymmers perform the most...sianx around 10 plus plus we start to slack:P ahha totallie slack! ahha teached carolyn my floor routine...OMG ahha is super easy ahah there isnt any difficulty larhx but guess coach gonna add some jumps n flips...went to play hurdles and kinda hurt my feet...ahha I think I didnt land properly:P Well I was so tired on my way home tt I overslept...so missed my stop, I ended up at queensway shopping centre area...sianx...went to mark paper at 2plus till 4 plus...IM SO TIRED...was like so gonna sleep:( Didnt do any work todae...cos decided to take a break ( have a kit-kat:P) ahha yea(=

5 more days!!! ahhaha but surprising Im not really looking forward to it haha dunno why...haha probably there is a maths test on tt day:P

JEBAL I SOHNEUL NOHJI MALJI DEON <3

2010-01-08T06:01:00.000-08:00

Gonna do a quick post...
I didnt have time to post yesterdae...so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKI!

Today sch was practically okae la...didnt slp fer ss!!! haha, and I understand wad the teacher is toking abt:P Hmm, but IM stilll tired!!!! there is chi letter writing todae...dun even noe wad the hell I was writtin, I was practically crapping throughout:P ahha Training is tiring as usual, but Denise n ChengYi came ahha to celebrate my bdae in ADVANCEEEEE, cos they werent be free next wk:( Haha ate cake(= wee is nice but was alr soft cos was quite a while since they brought...celebrated in the gym before I went fer tuition...well I thought there was but nah...there isnt any...cos the other ppl didnt make it so tuiton was cancelled.

There is training tmr cos of cca fair...screw tt event...have to be there like 745!!!! NO WAY MANN:((( going to sleep soon...I need my beauty sleep!!! SERIOUSLY...

Sweetdreams<3

2010-01-06T04:26:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNEEEEEEEEEEEEE(= <3

Todae is so tiring I tell you...sch is so gonna be so busy and I will hardly have time to do hw....:(((( just reach home...around 7.40 plus plus...so just finished my dinner...I have yet to ...going to do it after posting this...tonight I think im gonna sleep late??? I dun want to:( just some stupid ppl or I dunno wad or who...our gym notice board is gone!!! is EMPTY!!!! Me and Jean hard work of dunno how many hours is washed down the drain Im so pissed larhx!!! and we have to rush to finish up the board by tmr morning!!! WTH...I hate this yr...everything is screwed... I just have to wait fer this year to be over...so at the meantime...I shall tolerate everything....peesh!

2010-01-05T04:49:00.000-08:00

IM SO TIRED!!!! WAD THE HELL LA....todae lessons are mostly okae but assembly sucks...Im so tired...and is boring speech so kinda slept...didnt meant to...but it happened...I tired to sleep last night after doing maths...but then the thing is tt I keep rolling here and there...slept from one end till the other end of the bed and still couldnt slp:( HIAZZZ is onlie the 2nd day of sch and Im dreading of lessons haha....KEMPATAI!!!! after sch didnt go trainin becos my leg aches badly...:( from yesterdae trainin of cos...both tighs hurt:( the muscles ACHES the hell lot. Went tuition instead practice maths...then walked hw with daddy haha...I so have problem when walkin on steps...:(((

Im gonna stop here...tired...
wish me luck fer trainin tmr:(((

2010-01-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY(=

ahha yeapp todae is her birthdae haha(= another bdae is gonnna come up soon, then another then MINE(= ahaha WEE(=

First day of sch....AHH I KNEW MS QUEK WILL BE OUR FORM TEACHER...when she called me, telling me the timetable:( ahah okae she isnt tt bad...but she just go too fast fer maths....hahah...sianxxx lessons werent so bad lolx until the last 2 periods...some chi teacher well thx god is just relieve teacher...if not he will be in my black list!!! JE leg 'baika' so our class has to switch to first floor(= Training was horrid...I was the onlie bdiv there:( SIAN...the rest hace pe olevel lessons:(((( trainin is so tiring ended at around 630 plus plus....

I dunno wad to post anymore fer the day....everythin is so messy in my mind now haha...GTG...finished up hw

TOODLES

2010-01-03T04:43:00.000-08:00

SCH STARTS TMR
and Im not done with hw...aha let see...I still have ss n geog...okaes just the humanities...sianxxx...
Todae didnt do much...watch tv...went tuition...tt all I guess ahha yeapp...is alr 2010....tmr will be the beginning of busy days...sian :((((((((
Gonna end here...sorry fer the really short post going to slp early..

TOODLES

2010-01-01T05:43:00.000-08:00

1st JANUARY(= HAPPY 2010(= weee hahaah

Todae went out with Val Nicole Joanne and ShiYing...well actuallie just nth much...meet at island creamery which they came damn late haha then had ice cream..brownie...sadly my mudpie not ready:( After which went to Nicole's hse...camwhore then watch tv...till we had to leave...hmmm
Chem paper 2 is really difficult and so is geog graded...MANNS :((((((( sch is starting soon...

Remembered I once said that things will be changing...is gonna occur soon yeah!?

And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you

Somebody else gets what you wanted again

You know it's all the same, another time and place

Repeating history and you?re getting sick of it

But I believe in whatever you do

And I'll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change, can you feel it now?

These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down

It's a revolution, the time will come for us to finally win

We'll sing hallelujah!

We'll sing hallelujah! Oh

So we've been outnumbered, raided and now cornered

It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair

We're getting stronger now from things they never found

They might be bigger but we're faster and never scared

You can walk away and say we don't need this

But there's something in your eyes says we can beat this

Because these things will change, can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution, the time will come for us to finally win

We'll sing hallelujah!
We'll sing hallelujah! Oh

Tonight we standed on our knees

To fight for what we worked for all these

And the battle was long, it's the fight of our lives

Will we stand up champions tonight?

It was the night things changed, can you see it now?

These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down

It's a revolution, throw your hands up, 'cause we never gave in

We'll sing hallelujah!

We sang hallelujah!

Hallelujah!

2009-12-31T07:49:00.000-08:00

HEYY HAPPY 2010 NEW YEAR(= is a new year...so I just everything will change...there will we a brand new start fer everybody yeah? Haha wish everyone to be in great health(= more cash flowing into their pockets(= ahha I will like that and of cos JIA YOU in everything you guys will be facing(=

OH PPL JUST A FEW MORE DAYS TO A SPECIAL SPECIAL DAY*hint* hahaha
Sleep well:P

2009-12-30T06:17:00.000-08:00

Just 2 more days to NEW YEAR
15 more days to AWESOME DAY(=

I dun wanna to train tmr....coach is so....is freaking the last day of the year...and I dun wanna go....hiaz shld I go...as a capt I shld be going fer training...if I dun go then I will be like not setting good example? But if I go I will be like freaking tired...and I havent been training so long, tmr I will sure have back aches...:( Besides training is in the morning!!!! :( Im so troubled....

Let see wad sch stuff have I done during this holiday....
1) 2 Bio worksheets
2) Emath hw
3) Revising of Amath
4) Chem mcq

TT IS SO LITTLE let see wad I HAVE NOT DONE...
1) geog graded
2) ss wb
3) chem paper2
4) Amath tys

O.O Hmm I suppose tt it!!!
Aiish....shld I go fer training....???? TSK this is so anoying...why am I stuck in gym...???

2009-12-29T04:51:00.000-08:00

SCH starting soon!!!
Is going to be the beginning of 2010 soon! A brand new year ahha and Im not really looking forward to it:P Is going to be tiring...will be training like crazy....comp will be in like late march early april around tt area??? MANNS wad a year is gonna be...

Today went shopping? kinda haah bought 2 new jeans, pair of heels, pair of boots/heels(for going china) hmm yea didnt reallie wanna tt pair...but wadeva....guess Im gonna wear once! WASTE haah cos in china i also wont be wearing everydae...but once or twice? Cos I want to play basketball/volleyball there haha:P tsk

16 more days(=

2009-12-28T04:08:00.000-08:00

Didnt manage t0 post abt yesterdae...is reallie an interesting day:P

After tuition went out with the bio tuition mates. Cab to plaza sing to catch sherlock holmes...but sadly it was crowded...so decided to go to lido/shaw...on the way while walking to bus stop, it rained ahha onlie I have umbrella haha:P so practically they were caught in the rain:P haha IM SO PREPARED:P ahha when on the way to lido sis smsed me tt no tickets so in the end we ended up at taka!? haha we were kinda stuck there fer a moment cos we didnt know wad to do haha well...after dunno how long and thinkings/opinons...ahha we decided to catch the movie at 7.10 at cineleisure...woahs...we got the first row(= haha had dinner at kofu? kinda I didnt reallie eat...hmm Aidan was funnie, he ate laksa till he perspire haha...doug was hilarious too...he didnt want to eat cos he still has he lunch buffet in his stomach??? But then he went to finished up Aidan's laksa and went to get a plate of chicken rice which he said he is gonna finish in 5min haha...complained tt is was hot so not fair, and I suggested him to put ice to cool it down...the funnie thing was tt he did wad I say haha...(= movie started 20min late...tsk-.- when movie ended they left and went to meet my family since they are all at cine....

Haha yupp yesterdae was funnie(= haha I enjoyed myself though ahah:P
As fer todae morning went fer massage craps stuff again...then rush to meet denise, chengyi, michelle, minyee and jean fer our bdiv outing(= ahha at pasir ris-.- Stef came later then me:P haha was my first time to downtown east:P ahha but we didnt do much ahah eat wanted to watch movie...but no nice movie to watch cos kinda watch all? haha except some la...CHAW? hmm Jean didnt wanna watch tt so we didnt...in the end decided to go play pool...but damn was full so in the end we went walking around orchard central n 313 sommerset...BORING....

Hmm just want to skate haha(= is rather cool ahah(= I want to get a plain one so I can draw on it...but it seems quite hard to get one:(
Hmm manns Im so addicted to SHINee songs...oh oh...:(

Haha I guess I will stop here!
TOODLES

2009-12-26T07:48:00.000-08:00

Heyy this blogskin is just temporary...cos the previous one...they removed the picture or smth???
Anyways todae went fer some massage thing at central...clarke quay in the morning...came back was so tired tt I sleep while doing work haha...evening went over to ex neighbour hse ahh yeap at crown centre to celebrate Lois' birthdae well in advance...was okae la ate till very food...played cards hah play 'mild' and 'cheat' with the kids...is so funnie(= ahha especially playing with hoho ahah I dunno wad is his real name though..but shldnt be this?

Recently have been hooked up into SHINee songs ahah is a korean band...(=
Noona So Pretty(replay), Amigo, Last Gift, Love's way, Ring Ding Dong, JoJo...these songs are awesome haha(= actuallie practically all songs are great! (= ahha shld go listen somedae(=

NITES peeps SWEETDREAMS

2009-12-22T06:53:00.000-08:00

If only things can go what I wanted...

Didnt post fer quite a while? ahha I dunno...didnt go training todae...but went sch to do the notice board...do until so late that didnt eat lunch and missed tuition dangs...now I have to make it up...wonder when will tt be...Im so frustrated over stuffs now...sch starting, hw unfinished, and other many things that arent suitable to sae it here...hmm this is just so annoying...there is training tmr...I guess I have to go? coach is sometime just...hm I dunno how to put it in a nice way...but guess u guys get wad I mean??? Hmm...

Many ppl sure have dreams...they dare to dream big. Me too though...but then people usually dun take it seriously I guess...I think is rather cool to be a doctor, be a designer...be a forensic...is rather interesting to investigate crimes...I dunno tt wad I feel...hmm dad doesnt approve so is my mum...manns...ppl hear this might thing Im just crazy or Im just joking...
haha well maybe tt why I hardly tok much except wanting to be a doctor...honestly...besides these 3 dreams...I wanna do many things too...dare to dream big...afraid to say it out....
Well...tt its...tt just me...

Nites peeps...just wanna to sae tt is just great to dream big....

(OMG...did I just sprout nonsense again...?)

2009-12-19T07:49:00.000-08:00

26 more days(= counting down to such occasions is fun(= haha but not others...hmm just 26 more days and will be one day older...ahah sweet sixteen:P haha I wish it will turn out wad I want...

Todae didnt do much at home...morning till noon was doing a revision of amath! woah so hard working ahha...I need to do geog n ss but I hate those subjects...so decided to go fer a 'relaxing' one which is like maths...hmm maybe do somemore amath tmr and finish up chem hw on metals...

Evening went over crown centre, ex neighbour's hse to celebrate christmas day...? Hmm yea just eat and eat and eat? Hmm the food are great(= after tt we had cake too(= tt is just so awesome(= the cake is so gooooodddddddddddd(= haha...had some talk between daddy and other 2 adults. the convo is so interesting(= surprising I didnt feel bored at all(= is so late eh...alr 11.55pm siannns...I've gotta beat my sis in bejeweled! urghs she just beat me...DANGS

GTG(= nites ppl sweetdreams to u(=

2009-12-17T20:20:00.000-08:00

Todae didnt do much at home...so slack!!! Bored...I want to do hw...but then I just too lazy to do maths...chem...energy was like kinda drained out todae...when using the com, I have slight headache...peesh seriously Im not interested in christmas...I dunno why...maybe becos I never celebrated before...haha yea so xmas doesnt mean anything much to me...haha

Well 27 more days to go...(=
14 more days till 2010 though(= is gonna be a new beginning, a new me...haha hmm looking forward to it...

Sparks Fly -Taylor Swift

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm

and I'm in a house of cards

You say my name for the first time baby,

and I fall in love in an empty bar

And you stood there in front of me just close enough to touch

Close enough to hope you couldn't see what I was thinking about
Drop everything now

Meet me in the pouring rain

kiss me on the sidewalk

take away the pain

cause' I see sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby

As the lights go down

Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

So reach out open handed

and lead me out to that floor well I don't need more paper lanterns

Take me down, baby bring on the movie star
Cause my heart is beating fast and you are beautiful

I could wait patiently but I really wish you would

Drop everything now

Meet me in the pouring rain

Kiss me on the sidewalk

Take away the pain cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby

As the lights go down

Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

I run my fingers through your hair

And watch the lights go out

Just keep your beautiful eyes on me

Gonna strike this match tonight

Lead me up the staircase

Won't you whisper soft and slow

I'd love to hate it

But you make it like a fireworks show

Drop everything now

Meet me in the pouring rain

Kiss me on the sidewalk

Take away the pain cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby

As the lights go down

Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

2009-12-17T05:05:00.000-08:00

I didnt manage to post fer yesterdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM HUNHUN <3
Yesterdae went orchard with sam pang shana and wendy...sadly stef is still in KOREA...well as usual I was the early bird haha yeapp walked around in cine till they arrive...watched the princess n the frog(= is a great movie actuallie but I dunno why...guess tired? I was like half sleeping ahha:P before movie we went to 313 summerset to walk abt...went forever21 to get sam a hoodie fer pressie(= ahha the hoodie is awesome ahah how wish I have it but wadeva. then got her a tank top from cotton on too...went to the icing room to deco cake...we wanted the vanilla cake cos is frosted fruits instead of the choco one cos is dark cherry...(haha well they didnt like the cherries), we didnt noe tt the cake tt gave us was the wrong one until we deco finish and wanted to feast on it...dangs haha well at least the manager was good enuff to get us wad we wanted and we deco it again...but this time, was simplier yet beauty:P went home after movie haha yeapp(=

WELL before I forget again....
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ROSLYN(=
okae todae post will be short?
When sch in the morning fer freaking training!!! stupid la...is so our break and coach wanna us to go back:( sian...training was horrid todae...back hurts, knee hurts...wad worst culd it go??? after tt waited fer shana to put up gym posters...then went to meet my sis n bro fer lunch...which was st freakin 3!!!! SO LATE I TELL U:( evening still had tuition...ok la wasnt tt bad actuallie...organic chem...with all those alkane alkene alcoho...alykane wadeva...AAAAAAAAAA

Well another song fer the dae(=

Fight For This Love - Cheryl Cole

Mmmmmm Ohhh

Too much of anything can make you sick

Even the good can be a curse

Makes it hard to know which road to go down

Know when too much can get you hurt

Is it better

Is it worse

Are we sitting in reverse

It's just like we're going backwards

I know where I want this to go

Driving fast but lets go slow

What I don't want to do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone

There's always a place in me that you can call home

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart

Lets just go back, back, back, back, back to the start Ohhh

Anything that's worth having

Sure enough worth fighting for

Quittings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If it's worth having it's worth fighting for Ohhh

Now everyday ain't gonna be no picnic

Love ain't no walk in the park

All you can do is make the best of it now

Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Lets just go back, back, back, back, back to the start Ohhh

Anything that's worth having
Sure enough worth fighting for
Quittings out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for Ohhh

I don't know where we're heading

I'm willing and ready to go

We've been driving so fast

We just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having

Sure enough worth fighting for

Quittings out of the question

When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

If it's worth having it's worth fighting for Ohhh

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Ohhh Ohhh

2009-12-12T06:41:00.000-08:00

Went to eat crabs todae(= ahha chilli and black pepper crabs(= ate at upper thomson over there(= is delicious...eat till Im so fullll...hhaa but nevertheless, is awesome(=

Practically todae morning...went to mark papers again...then kinda slack at home...Im so bored...there is nth at home fer me to do...well besides sch holi homework:P haha...mannns is late...aint gonna post...ahah another song...is kinda old...heard it from acsb carnival tt time though...(=

Open Your Eyes - Alter Bridge

Looking back I clearly see,What it is that's killing me.
Through the eyes of one I know,I see a vision once let go,I had it all.
Constantly it burdens me,Hard to trust and can't believe.
Lost the faith and lost the love,When the day is done.
Will they open their eyesAnd realize we are oneOn and on we stand aloneUntil our day has comeWhen they open their eyesAnd realize we are one
I love the way I feel today,But how I know the sun will fade.Darker days seem to be,What will always live in me,But still I run.
It's hard to walk this path alone,Hard to know which way to go,Will I ever save this day,Will it ever change.
Will they open their eyes,And realize we are one.On and on we stand alone,Until our day has come,Will they open their eyes,And realize we are one.
Still today we carry on,I know our day will come,
When they open their eyes,And realize we are one.Will they open their eyes,And realize we are one.

Back Up Vocals: its hard to walk this path alonehard to know which way to go
Will they open their eyesand realize we are one.
Back Up Vocals:lost the faith and lost the love when the day is done
Will they open their eyesAnd realize we are one.

2009-12-11T04:03:00.000-08:00

34 More days(=

Woke up kinda late todae so had to rush to school fer training. todae training is kinda slack fer me? Didnt do much, just flips fer a few times then 5 routines and I dun have to do much anymore:P ahha slack isnt it?

Everybody In Love -JLS

Everybody In Love, Go On Put Your Hands Up,

If Youre In Love, Put Your Hands Up,

You Know You Need Someone,

When The Needs So Strong,

When They're Gone You Dont Know How To Go On,

So The Whole World Is Stuck In A Moment,

Standing Still Until They Come Back,

You Accept That They've,

Got Things To Do,

But Sometimes In The End Theres Nothing Left For You,

If Hurt Is Missing Your Baby,

Ive Done Too Much Of It Lately

Every Minutes Like An Hour,

Every Hours Like A Day,

Every Day Lasts Forever,

But What Else Am I Gonna Do,

Id Wait Forever And A Day For You,

I Wait Up, Wait Up,

I Cant Eat, I Cant Sleep, What Else Could It Be,

Missing You So Deep,

Long As Im Where Youre Going To,

Id Wait Forever And A Day For You,

I Wait Up, Wait Up For You,

And Even When We Mad, And Say Were Through,

Deep Inside You Feel The Same Way I Do,

Might As Well Turn Around And Just End This,

Cause Its Harder Trying To Stay Mad,

I Could Tell You That You Cant Stay Here,

Knowing Just As Soon As You Disappear,

That Ill Be Missing You Baby,

Soon As You Get Up And You Walk Away,

Everybody In Love, Go On Put Your Hands Up,
Everybody In Love, Go On Put Your Hands Up,
Everybody In Love, Go On Put Your Hands Up,
If Youre In Love, Put Your Hands Up

2009-12-10T05:42:00.000-08:00

Heyy training sucks todae...the hell lots...kinda hurt my neck when doing flips:( sucks I dun feel like posting abt todae anyways...browse through stuff and came across this poem enjoys(=

A poem by Alyssa Royce

Music gives you a feeling

That is beyond words or comprehension

With music you can relax

Without stress,

Without tension.

This is the spell of music

Cast on people everywhere

Music captures hearts, stretching

From here to far away there

When the sound gently pats your ear

A vast sensation flutters throughout the air

It soothes the mind

And caresses the soul

Until you feel well, without care.

Your emotions can be expressed,

Just explore music and find

You can feel for the music

When you are in a bind

Open your ears and

Let the sound pour

A feeling hardly felt before,

As the rhythm starts

Tap-tapping at your feet

The melody starts to

Dance to the beat

The cooperation,

The combination,

Of all the sounds formed into one.

This is music

Just as sure as the bright rising sun.

In a wondrous show of invisible color

Music welcomes our hearts to unknown places

It changes our many moods

As it runs across many faces

A gift to be shared

With the world, everyone,

Let it be us to spread music

We may never be done

Enjoying it

Living among it

As it surrounds the atmosphere

We listen as it travels

We know its very dear

With music you can touch a star

With music you can go so very far

When we travel on the path of music

It is plentiful of life and motion

At times it can be as calming

As a soft whisper, the soothing ocean

There is so much more to the

Joyful noise the radio provides,

At a great symphony, the sounds

That spring off the sides,

The tune from a guitar that sounds

Just so bright,

There is so much more to

The music that keeps life moving

In pure delight.

2009-12-09T02:54:00.000-08:00

Went to mark paper in the morning todae...then noon went orchard to meet my sis...and she freaking made me wait so long!!! tsk 30mins PLUS...went to cine to buy her stuff then walked to taka to get box, wisma then ion....suppose to go take bus to amk to meet my frewn to pass her stuff but DANG...some frewn of my sis asked her to get smth from cine!!! OMG there is no way IM gonna walked back when Im at far east bus stop...:( in the end walked back to taka just to get another box...then took bus to amk...ate kfc then met frewn...

I guess tt all todae...I think my stamina is gettin weaker:( I feel so tired...
Hmm just been thinking...wad happen if me and my sis are twins it will be so cool(= haha she will go sch while I stay at home..:P Haha then she willl take my exams haha:P sadly this isnt wad it is...ahha wishful thoughts...

Better Off Alone - Marie Digby(=

I was naive not to let you go

When the time was right

I was a fool living in a dream

That I thought could last

But I know that you

Will try to prove me wrong

But it's what I've got to do

I think you're mistaken

I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser

Who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten

All of your plans

See you never meant to be here

And I think you should know

You're better off alone

And it's clear to me

That everything has changed

Cuz nothing that we do feels

The same any more

And I'll admit

I'll take the blame

Maybe we just moved too fast

And how could expect

Something like this to last

And I know that you will try

And prove me wrong

But it's what I gotta doI think you're mistaken

I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser

Who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten

All of your plans

See you never meant to be here

And I think you should know

You're better off alone

You and I, we were standing

Watching us fall apart

So let me go and move along

I think you're mistaken

I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser

Who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten

All of your plans

See I never meant to be here

And I think you should know

You're better off alone

Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone

Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken

I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser

You're better off alone

Better off alone

2009-12-08T04:06:00.000-08:00

DUNNO WHAT WRONG WITH ME TODAE DURING TRAINING!!!! it was like hell...nth going right at all...as in like all the flips are WRONG!!! WTH:( hmm so pissed at myself....after trainin came back home...eat then slp, IM tired after tt wake up to shower then slp again...haha...I cant help it...just too tired. Went tuition afterwards...okae la wasnt tt bad...but still TIRED hmm coming down with a flu soon...tsk maybe tt why I have not been flipping welll...

anyways wanted to share u guys a songs...by rainie tt is if u noe who...she got a great voice(=

雨愛(rain love) by Rainie Yang...

窗外的天气

就像是你多变的表情

下雨了

雨陪我哭泣

看不清

我也不想看清

离开你我安静的抽离

不忍揭晓的剧情

我的泪流在心里

学会放弃

听雨的声音

一滴滴清晰

你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里

真希望雨能下不停

让想念继续

让爱变透明

我爱上给我勇气的Rainie love

久违的雨滴

一滴滴累积

屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆

真希望雨能下不停

雨爱的秘密

能一直延续

我相信我将会看到

彩虹的美丽

2009-12-07T05:27:00.001-08:00

Went to catch a movie with Stef this morning!!! Im so tired haha anyways, we watched New Moon...is much better than Twilight actuallie haha:P hmm lautner is actuallie HOT haha...didnt reallie like him tt time cos he had long hair which was just plain gross:P hmm haha...we didnt do much anyways...just walked abt then went home...

This week is going to be another week...trainings and works...so busy!!!! Life is so hard fer me:(
Hmm nth much to post abt todae anyways...hmm shall intro a song (=

Cant Keep On Loving You (from a distance) - Elliott Yamin

How do I get close

When she looks like an angel

A moment of her time just seems impossible to me

Its hard to find the words

To get to know this stranger

Im scared of what shell say

If what I say sounds incomplete

And it feels like, we belong together

Can someone tell me where do I start?

Cause I cant keep on,

Feeling the way I do

I cant keep on,

Hiding my heart from you

I gotta say something before

Someone else comes through

I cant keep on

Loving you, from a distance

Shes always on my mind

Theres no room left for thinking

Im tired of waiting, slowly fading

It needs to happen now (right now)

Cause Im running out of time

And I feel this ship is sinking

The doors are closing

I am frozen

I need her around

And it feels like, we belong together

Can someone tell me where do I start?

Cause I cant keep on,

Feeling the way I do

And I cant keep on,

Hiding my heart from you

I gotta say something before

Someone else comes through

I cant keep on

Loving you, from a distance

From a distance

I cant hide I cant keep on,

Feeling the way I do

And I cant keep on,

Hiding my heart from you

I gotta say something before

Someone else comes through

Cause I cant keep on

Loving you, I cant keep on

Loving you,

From a distance

I guess some of u might have heard before ahha but is reallie a good song...the words are...hmm amazing? haha emotional? I dunno ahha is up to u guys to think how u feel abt the song(=

Nites to u=)

2009-12-06T05:39:00.000-08:00

I have so much holiday homework undone ahha cos practically I didnt even do it:P just started with maths...did 7 topics already(= quite good eh haha but I still got a long way to go...after these topics there is 7 more maths topics, chemistry worksheet, 1.5 biology worksheets, geog, ss and reading of killing the mockingbird WHICH IS BORING:( Im at onlie chap 2!!! wad the heck...besides all these...there is still trainings...TIRING...and tuition...okae la tuition not so bad...haha

Hmm I need to go shopping soon!!! Haha I got hell lots things to purchase!!! Hmm let see I need to get....
1) Sketchbook...(I finished mine and I need another...dangs)
2) Uni-ball Ultra-Fine PENS (No more ink due to lots of doodling)
3) Red Earpiece
4) Red Camera ( wanted one...since mine going to die soon...cos was once dropped ahha)
5) Black Heels
6) Clothes
7) Bag... ( I want a nike one...hmm how abt Adidas haha)
8) SNEAKERS (manns there isnt anyone tt I like yet....still waiting!)

Haha I cant think of anymore OMG all this will cost a DA-BOMB...manns...wad can I do...WAIT lols...hmm black heels shall ask dad to get me...need it anyways fer investiture...the rest shall get it myself....manns....
Going to change new blogskin...I guess...but the thing is no time to go search fer one...peesh haha...

Even the purest of blood, cannot wash away the sins of mine

2009-12-04T03:58:00.000-08:00

Blue moon, you saw me standin' alone
Without a dream in my heart, without a love of my own
Blue moon, you knew just what I was there for
You heard me sayin' a prayer for
Someone I really could care for

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will hold
I heard somebody whisper "please adore me"
And when I looked, the moon had turned to gold

Blue moon, now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will ever hold
I heard somebody whisper "please adore me"
And when I looked, the moon had turned to gold

Blue moon, now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

Blue moon, now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own

2009-12-03T06:18:00.000-08:00

Yesterdae went to the sail with sam n stef with dad mum n bro(= after some workshop in sch regarding leader stuff...went to play and camwhore of cos hahaha... took so many pictures!!! I need to get a new memory card fer my camera...:( hmm I shall just get a new cam...but daddy dun wanna get one fer me...Hmm I want a red one...ahha shall save up and get it myself:P

Todae was pretty much OKAE. morning trainin which was freaking tiring...back hurts...haivng muscle aches DANGS!!! denise came again wee haha FUN(= ARGH where will I be able to find such a NICE SENIOR(= ahha hmmm after ate lunch wif sam n joey then went to kebun baru cc to meet with the councillor fellowmates to learn the thriller dance fer investure...haha thx god Im a fast learner ahha I was late like 2hrs? Hmm tuition in the evening was pretty much okae? The topic is considered easy la(= haha hmmm

Just as I was saying to myself that I shld just let go everything and start from afresh...something just cropped up...I just realised tt everytime I want to let go, I just cant!!! this sucks
Wad can I do??

Every love has its own expiry date. Wonder when's mine?

2009-11-29T06:50:00.001-08:00

HEYYYY

went to the sail this evening to go to the gymnasium to workout! cant believe Im doin it haha actualie because my mum wanna go there...hmm anyways ran on the threadmil, did workout wif the dumbells...is tt how u called it? haha then sit up...haha and other stuffs la...was watchin pirate of carribean when runnin on threadmil:P ahha hmm went to the exercise room then played...camwhore:p ahhaha cool:P

After dinner headed home! TIRED VERI HAHA So I will be entering to my dreams soon(=
Yours till a sweetdreams appears(=

2009-11-27T20:15:00.000-08:00

What shld I start with?

Thursday didnt go fer tuition, had to attend the sec4 sec4 SNGYM farewell(= kinda screwed? Haha but me n shana already rushed stuff so not so bad lols(= we started at 4.30? when we ae suppose to start at 4-.- played games...something like treasure hunt...amazing race...ahha yea modified it(= is actuallie a cool game but it didnt turned out wad we actuallie expected...but oh wells, everyone enjoyed it so not so bad:P haha except the part where there is this grp who has to eat wasabi(= ahhaah *evil* the barabeque part was WTH! ahha becos we took freaking long to start the fire!!! The charcoal doesnt wanna burn!!! Haha anyways when the CHARCOAL STARTS TO BURN!!!! FINALLY! haha start cooking...ahha I didnt noe that peelin the prawn shell would be fun:P ahha yea peel fer everyone(= ahha SEE IM SO NICE:P After eating...played games again, serades (is this how u spell it?) then played double wacko! FUN(= ahah paired wif Stef ahah didnt lose at all ahaha(= is actuallie kinda scary when the person is gonna hit u:P ahah reached home at 11 plus!

Have been feeling annoyed wif everything...but wad can I do???

2009-11-25T06:43:00.000-08:00

Heyy gonna post a quick one(=

Todae was sport days(= woosh sadly RED house lost to YELLOW, hence came in second! DANGS did 4 x 100m todae...came in second cos one of the team members fell...IS OKAE(= actuallie was like kinda 3rd? but manage to catch up wif the 2nd person(= ehehe BEFORE THE RACE...winsy 'spike' me:( PAIN I TELL U...the spike shoe is freakin SHARP SHARP SHARP!!!! got 2 cuts...one not so obvious, the another one was like woah! haha is was freakin painful tt fer a moment I couldnt feel my hand...then it start shaking...thx god I was to grab the baton on my left hand and not right!!!! TSK hmm painted my nails BRIGHT RED hahah(= see I support my hse even though Im in the sports leader tee ahha (=

After everythin ended...move to the holding site then EXPLORE! OMG the hall is freakin small...so is the freakin GYM!!!! the ceiling is SO LOW!!!! wadeva...aint going to train fer this week...:p after tt we went novena to eat at ajisen(= haha YUM YUM then went to amk to do grocery shopping fer tmr sec4 farewell bbq and to get the gifts!

woah IM tired!!!!!!!! but still cant slp yet...DANGS...need to remove my nail polish, discuss stuff wif shana...urgh alot of things la!!!!

Cant wait fer the bbq!!! I want to eat sweet potato n sweet corn (= YUM haha

2009-11-23T03:38:00.000-08:00

URGHS...WHY DUN PPL JUST STOP BEING ANNOYING...IT REALLIE PISSED ME OFF...
HOW CAN I FREAKIN TELL U WHEN I CAN DO THE STUFF BY WHEN I FREAKIN DUN EVEN NOE WHAT MY EVENTS FER THE WEEK...THIS IS ABSURD...CRAPS...EVERYDAE IS SCREWED...THIS IS LIKE SO URGHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...KAES...no one will understand this...IM BACK TO WHERE I START...maybe............

ANYWAYS todae did nth much went sch to help out some stuff...regarding sports dae...then aft went sam's hse then meet stef at novena...ate sushi at some restaurant, walked abt then went me n sam went to eat choco cake at DINO at thomson that area...headed home

URGHS...WAD THE FREAKING WRONG WIF ME TODAE-.- I DIDNT GET OUT OF THE BED THE WRONG SIDE!!!! TSK EVERYTHIN IS SCREWED SCREWED SCREWED...

WAD DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS...

2009-11-21T07:20:00.001-08:00

HEYY PPL IM BACK FROM OBS CAMP!!!!

I got freakng abt 200 bites of sandflies mosquito n ants!!! Haha actuallie the camp wasnt tt bad(= kinda miss it:P the kayaking was okae...just was afraid of capsizing and falling into the ocean...the current is strong!!! and the person who I partnered wif is like so slack...it feels like im the onlie one who is paddling throughout the whole of sea expediture...I onlie enjoyed the last part cos it starts to rain...then we are reaching(= eheh haha but during the whole time I was like singing song to myself haha yea stupid but it helps to distract me in a way of fallin into the ocean...:P and tt night itself was horrible!!! VERI I just cant believe I survived fer OBS...OMG haha yea land expediture was okae? It rained quite hard so we kinda stopped at checkpoint 1...drank milo? hah and tok...told cold jokes-.- haha yea but then tt dae was so horrible..so I had freaking cramps!!! so wasnt feeling good...the rain just made it worse at a point...hmm

I STILL CANT BELIEVE I SURVIVED!!! WOOSH! had lots of memories over there(= haha

WELL todae went to watch movie wif aidan douglus n matt...wad the hell!!! ahah cos Im the onlie freakin girl-.- wadeva...we watched Fantistic Mr Fox...hmm cos the ticket fer 2012 was out? yeapps...the show wasnt tt bad luh(= haha(= Im gonna organise the next one(= wee shall catch horror(=

Hhaha I guess im dead beat fer todae:P NITES(=

2009-11-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

HEYY didnt manage to post yesterdae haha was out till 8 plus...

Yesterdae noon went to a carnival at acsb...hmm actuallie just go there becos niki wanted to go there to see someone-.- ahah onlie go there fer haunted hse which was kidna wasted? Haha seriously...and I tell u why...(NO OFFENSE HERE!) firstly, was boring. secondly, there is this 2 guys who are super annoying... thirdly, the lights are kinda bright...and is not funny at all...the onlie thing I like abt it is just the theme of it...asylum(= quite cool...but is just a pity tt it wasnt scary at all...once again, NO OFFENCE. They had this so call live band thing as well...was pretty cool(= the songs are great ahah fer some la(=

Anyways after tt went to meet Stef, went orchard ahha purpose was to get a gift-.- haha spent 'quality time' wif Stef ahha:P walked abt at plaza sing...ate walked bought...ahaha yeapp(= was actuallie quite fun..but I was very tired ahha yeapp:P

WELL...todae nth much...just orchard again to do shopping hha yeap and collect cake that we ordered since got voucher:P haha yeapp bought quite little stuff but the money was like a BOOMS hhaah

Tmr is OBS SIAN...cant wait to get over the kayaking part...I dun mind the rest...high elements trekking..wadeva but not much of water activities...ahha Im pretty afraid of deep deep water? haha if is along the shore still not so bad ahha but in the middle! IS LIKE WAD THE HECK! ahah

Hmm tt will be it..haha will onlie post like in a week time...(=

2009-11-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

HEYYY HAPPY BELATED BDAE WENDY - on 11 nov haha I was so lazy to post on tt dae...OOPS....

Anyways todae was the last dae of sch(= wee hhaha Friday 13(= haha lessons were mostly MATHS!!!! SO BORED OF IT...bored until we end up playing M.A.S.H and random games...after sch went to IKEA wif shana lecia n her mum cos me n shana needs to get stuff fer the sec4 farewell gifts...was quite fun(= ahha after tt went home lols...tsk....

I HAVENT PACK FER OBS haha I think i will pack tmr? Haha...

SORRY MANNS...story about me...ahah yea is gettin boring-.- everything is changing...soon...just a while more...it will change...

I hope it will...

2009-11-10T05:16:00.000-08:00

HIHIHHIHIHI(=

Hmm todae was out fer the whole dae? morning had training, which was freaking long I dunno why...the time just pass freaking SLOWWWW!!!! like snail...anyways manage to do at least 2 to 3 routines!!(= yea haha is freakin scary!!! woosh...wadeva, after training bathe in sch...then went Sam's hse cos wendy n stef went home to bathe?? ahha yeapp meet them at amk then we (sam, stef, wendy, shana n pang) to marina...? Hmm ate at breeks? is that the restaurant? ahah yea wadeva food is not bad(= shld go there(= went to play bowling? I so tired throughout everything...so I didnt reallie play...just play a few times fer stef when the old man not looking cos I wasnt wearing the bowling shoe:p hmm walked around? camwhore? eat? ahah yea then went home manns the outing seems short!!! but is like freaking fast:( HUMPH...well these outing was to celebrate wendy's bdae which is tmr(= haha cant wait to eat cake tmr(= yum(=

Haha have been wishing alot these few days...hmm but I just know that the wishes are impossible to come true...haha yea yea wishful thoughts:P anyway this song is...hmm let see...ahah awesome? ahah I just love it

MY WISH - Rascal Flatts

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' ?til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
(My wish for you)

This is my wish
(My wish for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you
(My wish for you)
May all your dreams stay big
(My wish for you)

2009-11-06T06:26:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE DADDY(=

Hmm yeap todae dad bdae! gave him a red shirt, red tie n a peice of drawing haha yeapp...well of cos la shared wif siblings(=

Anyways sch was like okaes? Had chem, maths, egeog and chi todae...geog sucks Im telling u...she is crazy or smth...we werent late fer her info...lesson starts at 0855, but we arrive at 0854...she got prob...then she scold us...sae wad we are at different time...then oso forgot to bring bk..sae we from different planet-.- wth...
WAS PISSED AT HER...hmm cos we were doing topo map reading crap...then me n shana dun have the map so we had to like borrow? but they dun have, so we just took a random map and pretend to answer her questions...humph...chinese was after recess all the way till sch over was fun!!! well haha we wont reallie having lesson...just listening compre haha then meanwhile, me sam stef n shana were playin cards...haha we kinda play, the last row which was my row haah we were like playing over there haha as in like tying our hair in werido thing...ahha cos was wearing hoodie...so listen musci...anyways cos our chi teacher which is oso our form teacher...she is leaving so we kinda camwhore wif her...manns I think Im gonna miss her...tsk we had so much fun together!

When sch ended, we still continue to camwhore...then after tt me shana stef wendy pang went to amk hub there to have lunch then walk abt and went home...went fer dinner wif neighbours to celebrate bdaes...hahah yeapp tt abt it...manns Im freaking full now...

Welll gonna play bejeweled ahha yeapp nites...(=

2009-11-04T04:45:00.000-08:00

HIHIHI(=

Todae sch was like card game? haha because our class is in the aircon classroom...so there is no windows so we played card games and eat in class haha yea our class is like a gambling den! Oops hha todae like played card games throughout the whole dae? except math n chem played taiti...hmm Im good at it haha yea but I guess is purely luck:P ahha hmm learnt to play bridge and hearts todae ahah yea omg I dun like bridge at all!!! ahah maybe becos I suck in it? haha yea...hmm we played cheat too(= ahha Im gd:P ahha won(= haha yea becos I hardly cheat! haha onlie twice:P played from morning like 7plus haha until 4 in noon haha of cos, there is break in between...when need to listen maths n chem lols...

Anyway we had late late lunch haha we ate at 4 smth...er (me sam stef joey) yea haha ate at pizza hut...damn full ahha...went home afterwards(= hmm tired tmr there is pract eng oral? but is graded wth...haha i cant do oral fer nuts-.- hmm

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它
天有點冷風有點大城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家

2009-11-03T06:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE CHENGYANG(= may ur wishes come true eh(=

Heyy sch as usual...nth interesting...then training...then yea went orchard to meet sis to collect stuff and buy stuff...got my dad gift(= his bdae coming haha yea this fridae! woo hoo haha...Im so tired of walking in orchard todae:( wif a heavy bag and carryin laptop-.- wth rite? haha

KK I shant post much haha apologies* Need to do drawing(= ahha

NITES PPL

2009-11-01T17:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYBODYYYY(:

i'm in the com labbbb now.boring xtra lessons.

OK I GTG
BYE.

(OMG AHHA THIS IS SO NOT I POST ONE!!!! HAAH IS STEF SEOW BTW...AND SHE INSISTS OF HAVIN THIS ON MY BLOG:P AHHAH)

2009-11-01T03:57:00.000-08:00

Yearning followed by Anguish

Heyy 2 more daes I guess(=
Hmm 5 more daes to my dad's bdae(=

Well pass few daes didnt wanna post I guess haha was reallie busy!!! not:P haha I dun even noe wad I did....haha have been going out I guess...to orchard? ahha yea...bought Taboo(= haha I wanted to get the piglet or pooh at robinson toys sections since we were there yesterdae to get a present fer my ex neighbour kid...haha yea. The toys are super cute!!! haha well actuallie just cuddily(= ahha (is there such word?)

Hmm have been gettin annoyed wif some ppl these few days...I dunno why...when someone just annoys me...get fed up...deep down I noe is wrong...but I just cant control those feelings to pour out-.- urghs...annoyed

Hmmm I have no more thing I wanna post I guess.... ahhah

2009-10-28T04:23:00.001-07:00

Oh manns...I veri long never wish ppl happy bdae haha...hmm

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE ALEENA/SHIYING
SECONDLY, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE SHITING
AHAH AND FINALLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAE VERA(=

Anyways todae sch was hell boring? For assembly me and Ester had to freaking announce fer the sports carnival prize presentations-.- kinda screwed up at one point in time:( Hmm anyways I received 2 throphies and 1 medal for high jump, 100m and 4 x 400m...hmm actuallie I could have gotten another 2 throphies fer long n triple jumps...hah but Ms Lim said tt cant have so much event...so disqualified-.- wadeva. We had no lessons todae, but is a reflection day...OMG is hell boring!!! Have to like sit fer almost the entire time...urghs...boring, tired, knee n back pain-.-

Hmm...new song to intro to u guys(= haha well not exactly new haah just a song I happened to hear it and like it...I'll Stand By You by Carrie Underwood(=

When the night falls on you

You don't know what to do

Nothing you confess

Could make me love you less

2009-10-26T04:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO

Training was tiring!!! Is like OMG, conditioning sucks...training was just horrible!!!! Leg was like jelly...

Before training, meet stef, sam and pang at jubilee to catch movie, we watch My Sister Keeper, is a good movie, (= ahah some parts are really sad, haah yea cried. Sam is cold-hearted, haha she didnt cry but laugh-.- tsk

Well sorrie manns I have not much time to post seriously! Have been busy with a piece of artwork...hmm gtg manns

I post again when Im free? Haha nites to u:P

2009-10-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

10 days more!!! OMG
82 more days haha to sweet sixteen:P ahha

Well...2nd post fer the dae haha I noe:P came back from lunch I think...then went to sleep OMG Im just so tired ahh...tired from everything:P Hmm woke up at 3, I think, by my bro...ahha had to go orchard with him n dad to collect his phone?? so tiring...muscles aching I TELLIN U!!! My dad still couldnt believe tt I ran so fast for 100m ahha...yea and won the trackers-.- walked at orchard then went to like Singapore River...dunno fer wad...haha saw my rgym senior-roslyn haha yeapp...

Well well...I rmb mentioning on one of the post earlier tt I didnt like the RE movie haha but I kinda like it now? aahah the movie is pretty cool actuallie...waiting fer the 4th one to come out...which will be dunno when...ahah on wikipedia it said 2010...dangs!!! ahha...

Now wad shw shld I watch???

2009-10-23T20:52:00.000-07:00

Hi(=

Didnt post yesterdae, cos couldnt, didnt have time...well yesterdae was practically a tiring dae!!! Recieved geog and ss paper yesterdae(= wasnt tt bad, haha yea well he dae before, which was thursday I believed, was freaking a horrid day!!! :( That was like the saddest day of the year..:(

Anyways back to yesterdae, after sch, there was heats fer sports dae again, yesterdae was the 100m finals, 4 x 400m relays, triple jumps and all the make ups fer the whole weeks...yeapp(= got 1st for 100m(= wee I kinda won Li Mann...woah she is freakin fast I tell u:P hmm well ran fer 4 x 400m too, with elaine, ruth and cheryl...2 mid dees and 1 ex tracker...haha Im the onlie gymnast over there...tsk came in 2nd cos the other team which consists of LiMann n Winsy!!! THEY SUPER FAST I TELL U!!!!! ahha but nvm la...ahha is expected tt Winsy will win no matter wad...haha...after tt did triple jumps...replaced someone cos she didnt come...I replaced her partly becos I wanna skipped training:P haha jumped 8.51m ahah wasnt tt bad luh....haha cos Im a non tracker:P hehe the coach wanted me to join track n field=) feel honoured...Ms Lim wanted me to join 4oom run too...ahah yea=) hmm but it actuallie depends on my coach, if she allow...ahha my dad is okae wif it..hmm but it would be kinda tiring and stressful....esp next yr...
I did a total of 7 events fer my hse haha..shld be really proud of myself(= wee

Hmm after tt went fer trainin like 30min? haha yea...then rush to ShiYing's hse fer her party? Hmm Aidan Matt Val Chelsea Karyne was there...they are like the ppl I onlie noe? haha they rest are from st marg...yeapp the ppl are nice I guess, but I was freaking tired...from all heats n training, so I was damn tired...and I was like the freakin loner there haha yea...they were playing cards which I dunno how to play...yea I dun play card games u see!!! Hmm we played other games...but was never my turn...so yea heck...didnt do much except keeping quiet...ahah yea did I mention I hate crowds? Yea tt was one...too many ppl...ahaha and wad worst is tt I dunno many of them-.-

They left at around 9 plus, then onlie left me Val and ShiYing...onlie started to tok...haha yea...I think tt was onlie when I start getting high...and start eating haha yea...left at 11.00pm

Hm I think tt was abt it lols....might post tonite again ahha see how:p
SEE YA!!!!(=

2009-10-21T06:03:00.000-07:00

85 more days (= haha is long way to go...haha unlike some people having theirs in Nov...ahah like my dad, and othe frewns:P

Anyways, todae had heats, did 100m and high jump...hmm wasnt tt bad? hha came in 2nd fer 100m wasnt tt good actuallie...deprove, I ran fer 15sec:( when Im suppose to run fer 14? ;( anyways came in 1st fer high jump(= heheh was surprised:P hmm got 1st!!! ahaha did only 1.4m haha was okae? Haha I didnt expect myself to jump tt high actuallie ahah the coach was like asking me to consider joining track-high jump...woah(= hah I shld consider eh:p

Hmm todae got back eng, emaths, chi and bio result:( SIAN...dun bother asking cos I will be selfish and aint gonna share:( Now I have to wait fer more bad news...tsk-.-

I cant think of anything else to post Im tired ahha NITES

Maybe I should've seen the sign

Should've read the writing on the wall

And realized by the distance in your eyes

That I would be the one to fall

No matter what you say, I still can't believe

That you would walk away, it don't make sense to me

2009-10-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

86more days*

Just change email....hmm so is now autumnmemories@hotmail.com =) AHHA

Anyways, I feeling awfully tired. Well is gonna last fer the week:( Mum went China yesterdae anyways, which means tt I have to do housework-.- sians...anyways training started todae, Im freakin tired...todae went sch at 12.30, to help out...cos Im a sports leader? Yea, had 200m run at 2 plus...I was damn tired...came in 2nd ahha cos there is only 3 ppl running in my heat, timing was 31sec I guess...wasnt tt bad? ahha I dun care anyways...well then went to help out at the long jump pitch, the sec2 are so awesome!!! Well....I took part in long jump too...the best was only 3.74m? Hiaz wadeva, wasnt meant to be in long jump anyways...Shuen jump really far!!! Haha but is expected, she is in long jump:P Hmm...after all those helping out craps, went fer training at 5...dangs...training ended at 5.30...yea but ours kinda delay...aahh yeapp...

Hmm tmr have 100m run...dangs...another tiring dae...and Im going to have training afterwards:( SIANS....I cant even jump on the tramp properly:(

The first one is the worst one

When it comes to a broken heart

Your first love, yeah you're so young

And you feel like a fallen star

There's a fire in the city

That's burning out tonight

You're breathing but you're barely alive

The first one is the worst one

When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart

2009-10-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

MY WHOLE BODY IS ACHING....tsk:(

Went to mark paper in the morning then meet Joanne ShiYing and Val to go out....sadly Nicole couldnt make it:( becos of tennis... Hmm well there is a next time=) haha well we went cine then to far east to shop? hha shiying bought tanktops n flats...hah me too I bought a flat too...well didnt think tt I would be shopping ahha hmm Joanne bought a dress..(= Sexy ahha well went serence centre fer island creamery(= hmm then we start gossiping? haha not reallie gossip la just mostly talking(= after tt headed home...

Well Im very tired fer all I noe...well is kinda body tired:( body aching...I think is from games carnival...:( Have been watching Resident Evil:P hehhe did I mention I hate zombies? Haha I think I did:P haha well but the show is quite nice(= Alice (the main character in the movie), she is seriously awesome(= ahha but then again I dun like the zombies part...I dunno why...then just go around biting ppl and passing the virus...and now even animals get the virus becos of the crows which just peck on the dead zombies...and there is now a freakin whole flock of crows...-.-(in the RE: extinction, is part 3 of the series) tt all...and I freakin hate zombies...haha this just kinda scares me-.- humph....:(

Hmm now I can understand why ppl sae tt "why scare yourself by watching horror movies" hmm maybe is true haha...have a confession to make...you see, people always think tt Im not afraid of horror movie just becos tt I love watchin it and watch quite a few like shutter, one missed call, the ring, unborn, uninvited, the red shoe, the eye, the maid, the haunting, silent hill, ghost ship, prom night, drag me to hell...haha I cant think of anymore...well but the thing is tt sometimes I do get freak out...aha sometimes I do get scared...I just dun show it...and is just tt not many of the horror show has yet scared me till I reallie scream out loud, and I wish i dun, ahah...hmm...you can actuallie sae tt Im not tt great as u think I am...ahha yeapp...dang...this is irony in a way...humph...this is reallie embarrasing, but who cares...this is just me.

Well, there are still many unspoken things tt many doesnt noe:P well is kinda fer u ppl who are my frewns to figure it out...

I guess tt it huh...shall get back to the show...
Hiaz....nites to u ppl(=

2009-10-16T06:09:00.000-07:00

Heyy!!!

Yesterdae went sch in the morning to help out wif the games carnival fer todae...after tt we went out to far east(= shop and shop and camwhore ahha yea...wif Sam, Stef, Pang, Shana, Wendy and JE...hmm Winsy, Alex and Ivy pang us-.- lols FINE be tt way...well cant believe tt I walked in heel fer damn long...like 6hrs? Sian...all those set up of games carnival already kills me...and I have to wear heels...even worse:( wore dress...they made me wear it though DANGS...haha but seriously I like the dress...haha :P hmm bought rings...finally haha:p have friendship earrings too ahha and me, sam, stef bought a hairband and an identical ring tgt(= is cute...

Well we went thomson fer dinner ahha and bought food at fairprice(= fer supper:P haha went her hse bathe play watch ahha...we watch final destination...which was not scary but gruesome...the movie abt the lucky surviors are in their death game where one of them will die one by one...there is one whereby a piece of metal was swung and cut through the guy's head...okae tt's gross...hmm not when I explain ahah but when u watch it...ahha....

Hmm after this movie, watch spiderwick....hmm then watch 'yu le bai fen bai' and some hong kong drama...by the time was like 2am...woah...ahha shana, sam and je already went to slp...so left me stef n pang hmm me and Stef went to watch Resident Evil...OMG is freakin zombie-.- Did I mention tt I hate Zombie? ahha yea I hate it...EWWWWWWWWWWWW....ahha but the Alice girl is pretty and pretty awesome too(= haha well the show overall was nice EXCEPT fer ZOMBIE....did I mention tt i hate zombies? ahha SURE:P

Well slept at 4am hha and I woke up at 6 smth...hmm yea went sch....fer games carnival HIAZ so busy....sports leader so busy:( I have to run here and there becos our class so little people...so I play 2 games-capt ball n frisbee...hmm first game of capt balll...someone push me and dangs...I got a cut on my knee...dangs...now I will get a new scar...:( I dun like playing wif 2 classes fer capt ball...simply becos they are very rough...hmm frisbee was all along awesome(= hha so no comments...we got in semi-finals fer capt ball, frisbee n soccer...but freakin lost in capt ball cos we didnt even noe tt we were to play when we are suppose to play becos no one came to tell us:( so it was counted as we lost...dangs-.- anyways I fell 4 times when playing capt ball ahah so sway? tsk either ppl push or trip when getting the ball...ahah yea playin and running make me out of breath:( so sian....I almost couldnt take it...wanted to vomit but swallowed back....YUCKS...having headache...hmm yea lol-.- hmm STILL...overall 3C rocks other classes socks=) ahha we won (= Hmm went to eat at pizza hut wif Jean Gillian Stef Sam Shana Joey n Wendy(= haha yea then went back home...

Hmm very long never reallie see the sun setting aah but in the show-500 days of summer, the sunset was pretty cool, beautiful(= ahha the show overall was okae(= like the way they play their movie but there are quite alot of boring parts...hmm yea haha

WELL...IM SO TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
SHALL GO LIE ON MYBED(= EHHE NITES TO U PPL<3

2009-10-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

HEYY...no sch todae(= wee haha

Went shopping wif my sis todae(= hehe was awesome...we started off at far east plaza...bought dress aah yeapp(= after we walk abt...we went to wheellock then to ion orchard(= hmm walked damn long la...ahah wad worse was tt Im in heel and weird tt my feet hurts haha maybe becos I never walk very long-.- hmm anyways we took a bus to plaza sing...then had lunch over there....then went this fashion to shop(= was fun we tried the clothes...then camwhore haha fun(= in far east will like try the clothes(= awesome ahha is like a game:P

Hmm tmr gonna sch at like 9.30 to set up the games carnival thingy fer Fridae...hmm hope Fridae wont rain...going out afterwards(= wee cant wait ahha!!!!

Hmm I guess I realli got nth else to post abt? Hmm wont be able to post abt tmr events cos will be staying at Sam hse tmr wif stef hao je...haha yeap(= party(=

NITES (= <3

2009-10-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

HEYY....

Just came back from neighbour's house...had dinner over there. Dinner was great I guess yea like the dumplings but is kinda oily...liked the beef but I think they added wine into it? Left early as usual...cos didnt like to stay long...children play, adults tok...me? NTH...cycled home..it seems like as though the whole road was mine cos I cycled in the middle(= ahah yea

2 more papers to go!!! Just freakin 2 more...hmm maybe then I will be 'free'? Hahah I wish-.- training will then begin...suck to the max...wadeva...

I cant think of anything else to write now...and Im kinda lazy...tsk
This isnt really wad I use to be eh...hiaz...
Everything changing...everything?

2009-10-09T05:28:00.000-07:00

WAD WRONG WITH PEOPLE HEARING!!!! I FREAKIN DIDNT SAE TT CURSE WORD...I ONLIE SAE FINE!!!! F-I-N-E WHICH PART OF THIS DUN U PPL GET IT....
dangs...I hate being misunderstood...todae was the 2nd time...yesterdae it occured too-.- SO PISSED!!!! I DUN FREAKIN CURSE IN FRONT OF FREWNS!!!! only mummbled to myself...URGHS...pissed

Anyways...todae geog paper...it was actuallie managable...well it seems like I have quite alot of time though...so took my time since didnt feel like rushin and sleep...after paper we ate breakfast? then went to catch movie-Fame...yea...was alright I just....just find it a little boring at certain parts of the movie...hmm maybe becos I wanted to doze off...yeapp....after movie me shiting n stef went to walk abt then bought cake to eat then still eat noodles...okae maybe like pig but...eheh

Left 2 more papers to go...hiaz amath n elit unseen prose...well guess after amath then I can reallie slack...

The bond is breaking

And it’s taking over my spirit

Something’s shifted

Have we drifted too far, apart now?

2009-10-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

Heyy....

You can sae tt Im tired cos Im reallie am...

Slept at around 9 plus yesterdae...yeapp couldnt take it anymore so went to sleep...and to be woken up by my sis n dad shoutin-.- dangs....was freakin frustrated...they woke me up at like freakin 11 smth? DANGS...anyways woke up at 4 this morning to continue studyin fer bio exam...was still damn tired...:( still havin headache even till now...sian...I was like half-dead....during bio exam head was on the table...didnt bother to sit up...cos I cant...the paper was actuallie okae manns except fer the graph question....but the freaking thing is tt Im positive sure tt I wont do well:( oakes this sucks alot...

Reached home damn early todae? like 11? ahah yea..paper ended at 10 and I didnt go to Sam or Stef hse todae cos they dun take bio...yeapp

I AINT FEELIN GOOD...dangs....this sucks....I have geog on thursdae and nth is going into my head...-.-

Souls that are so connected

Find one another's love

Even in the darkness

Your energy's enough

2009-10-06T04:53:00.000-07:00

JOANNA IS SERIOUSLY HAVING A HEADACHE NOW...SLIGHT FLU...AND BODY TEMP OF 37 DEGREE:( I CONCLUDE TT JOANNA IS GONNA BE SICK!!!!

Anyway todae was elit paper...was okae I guess...but I didnt like the passage based question...cos is difficult...well...I slept fer 35min yea out of 1.5 hr...cool(= ehhe becos I wrote fast I guess...hhaa love the sleep(= haha

I guess Im gonna slp now...haha tmr then study....cant take it anymore...any more longer...I think Im gonna collapse...Nites peeps

2009-10-05T04:06:00.000-07:00

5 More papers to go...just 5...just 5 more I can be free...not-.-
MY IPOD IS FREAKIN HANG:( DANGS-.-

Well...todaae Chem paper was okae(= section A was simple? section B...moderate...Section C...KILLER...:( I screwed up fer Section C....DANGS-.- finished section A in like 15 min? ahha yea proud of that:P ahha well went exercising in the gym after the paper wif stef n sam? ahha yea kinda....:P exercise fer onlie 20min ahah IM SO TIRED1111 runnin on the threadmill...doin sit up...and other...woah I perspire alot lols...tsk...loss of water-.-

Well I need to study elit...ahah dunno how Im gonna to...haha...hmmm
Another song to intro by MarieDigby: Unfold

What I can remember

Is a lot like water

Trickling down a page

Of the most beautiful colors

I can't quite put my finger

Down on the moment

That I became like this...

You see I am the bravest girl

You will ever come to meet

Yet I shrink down to nothing

At the thought of someone

Really seeing me

I think my heart is wrapped around

And tangled up in winding weeds

But I don't wanna go on living

Being so afraid of showing

Someone else my imperfections

And even though my feet

Are trembling

And every word I say I'm stumbling

I will bare it all... watch me unfold Unfold

These hands that I hold

Behind my back are

Bound and broken

By my own doing

And I can't feel

Anything anymore

I need a touch to remind me

I'm still real

But I don't wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my imperfections
And even though my feet
Are trembling
And every word I say I'm stumbling
I will bare it all... watch me unfold Unfold

My soul

It's dying to be free

You see... I can't live the rest of my life

So guarded

It's dying to be free

It's up to me to choose... What kind of life I lead

Cos I don't wanna go on living

Being so afraid of showing

Someone else my imperfections

And even though my feet

Are trembling

And every word I say I'm stumbling

I will bare it all... watch me unfold Unfold

I will allow someone to love me

2009-10-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

Did I mention tt I hate ulcers? Sucks to get it...and wad worst is tt I got freakin 2 huge one...and is freakin disgustin...-.-

Todae was emath paper...wasnt tt bad just tt I keep wanna to slp:P Hmm....after maths paper had briefing on OBS then went thomson wif JE gracia elaine stef jo and sam....went to eat at the Prata house...which cost a bomb...haah okae la not a bomb la...just kinda ex(= hhaha went to the church nearby....to pray? woah is kinda cool(= ahah went IceKimo afterwards(= yummy ahah....camwhore over there(= JE la...make so much noise:P ehehe well camwhore everywhere(= hehe then walked to thomson plaza...suppose to study? eheh but NOPE me sam stef n JE went to explore n buy nail polish:P hehehe FUN(= TOTALLIE hahaah:P went home afterwards...

Hmm...tuition was like er....did chem as usual...I was feelin hyper but at the same time...feelings are low...-.- hmm....guess someone had just lit it up unknowingly....

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn

My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry

It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie

Cause you know that baby, I...

2009-09-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

DANG needed a break...so decided to blog fer the dae...

Todae paper was social studies...well glad tt it was OVER...surprising that I finish the paper quite fast...I was left with 15min....look around saw ppl still writin...oops maybe I was too fast...and maybe becos I left out points which Im sure I did...cos I forgotten one point...dangs-.-

Wadeva...is over...after paper went Sam hse to do emath..haha well kinda...:P stayed till 3...then went home then tuition...yea...did chem when Im suppose to do maths-.- tsk...hmm...tokin abt maths...borrowed Sam's 20 years series bk....dang this is giving me headache-.- Im onlie halfway there/ dangs-.- the book is real thick....ahah well is 3cm thick but the words are considered small and there is freakin lots of questions:(

Hmm okae...I shld stop eh....haha I got finish up the bk....ALL THE WAY

But when you do well

The true intentions of your secret smile

I couldn't stop

I couldn't tell you no

I hate to say I'm giving in to you

2009-09-29T06:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO(=

10 more papers to go...and my stressed will be over...well I guess...hiaz-.-

Finish english paper 1 and chinese paper 2 over the past 2 daes which includes todae...tmr is freaking SS and Im telling you...Im having a big stress here...well I just cant do it...I dunno why...Chap 4 which is on conflict crap...okae I hate this freakin chapter...I just cant get it fit into my head...and this chap is kinda impt...DANGS....AND MY HEAD IS BURSTING...ARGHS...PAIN:( hmmm.....

Tuition todae was okae I guess...pract maths ahha did quite alot...then Aidan n Matt came...OMG they are freakin loud ahha...no offense ahha but they do tok alot-.- well after tt had dinner at macs wif family except mum...yeapp...guess she was slping?

Hahah well I dunno wad else to post abt and cant be bother to think...hmm NITES...gotta study:P

OH BEFORE THE DAE ENDS...AND A NEW ONE BEGINS,
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TAXI STEALER:p

We were standing in an empty room

The moonlight was falling

You were holding my hand when the car pulled up for you

And I could have spent a life with you

But those days were over

You were calling my name when your face faded from view

2009-09-27T06:27:00.000-07:00

HEYY

Gonna be a real short one...I guess....

I got new phone todae...red sony ericsson C903:P haha yeapp well todae morning went to raffles city then went plaza sing...after tt went straight fer bio lesson...well was quite okae I guess...except tt the 2 ppl sittin beside me were kinda loud...ahha Aidan n Matthew-.- have to blast my music to drown their voices-.- well well after went to thomson plaza to meet stef n sam to study then eat dinner tgt:P

OKAES tt abt the dae:P ahha is short I noe...I said it would be...well TMR IS MY FREAKIN FIRST PAPER-.- okaes...Im doom....

Nites peeps....

I was naive not to let you go

When the time was right

I was a fool living in a dream

That I thought could last

But I know that you

Will try to prove me wrong

STRESSED UP

2009-09-26T04:39:00.000-07:00

EOY coming up and I cant believe tt Im like freakin not prepared...okae...IM STRESSED UP NOW!!!! Nth going into my head...NOTHING...I wonder wad am I gonna to do...-.- guess Im like so stressed up that I just had a qurrel wif my parents....dangs...this isnt going anywhere-.-

Anyways just a quick post fer todae event...went orchard wif family except sis...aim is to repair bro n sis phone...wadeva none of my business...just went on one condition which was to shop...well at least I bought smth...so wasnt tt bad...cant believe tt I actuallie bought skirt...okaes...maybe becos I havent been wearing skirt fer damn long...yeapp...Saw my bio teacher wif her husband and kids...they are damn kawaii(= after tt me n bro went tuition yeapp...saw Alexiaa n Carolyn at starbuck...the one beside coronation plaza...yeapp

Guess tt abt it....hmm I just have to tolerate from now till 13Oct then I will be free...only till then I will be free...this sucks manns...I dunno when...dunno when will I break down again....dangs-.- just wanna go anywhere so long Im away from studies...bks...

Breakdown
All the pressure that surrounds
Allow it all to fade away
We can move on
Looking in the rear view mirror
Wave goodbye
C'mon we're leaving everything behind

You know that sun is shining

We'll keep driving

Doesn't matter where

'Cause we got that open highway

Leading our way

As long as you are there

We can go anywhere

2009-09-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hello

Havent been postin much EOY is this mondae...THIS MONDAY!!!! DAMNN CANT TAKE IT-.- I dunno why...I just feel pressurised by this year EOY....dangs-.-

Well anyway todae had our PE...played the last games fer softball...and surprsing we won ahha by 1 point though:P ahah I thought we would be losing cos the 3rd inning we did badly...ahha I got strike out by Ivy and JE...dangs-.- okae I cant bat well todae-.-but still can pitch well(= ahah so kinda proud of myself la(= hahah during recess we played volleyball though(= fun I guess ut tiring...VERY...haha

Well after sch went to Sam hse wif Hao to study? haha yeapp till 6 smth then me and Sam went to eat awfully choco ice cream...haha so sinful:P ahha well by the time I got home I couldnt eat dinner:P oops

Well guess tt abt it...haha heres a pic tt I have a competition wif my frewn-Matt...haha wee and I won:P

Guitar Flora

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right

I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last

But I know that you will try to prove me wrong

But it's what I've got to do

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten, all of your plans

See you never meant to be here

And I think you should know

You're better off alone

2009-09-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

HEYY...gonna post a quick one...Im tired

Mum just reached home...came back from China...manns she didnt buy my stuff:( haha yea...but nvm Im gonna get it myself:P

Well didnt study when I came back...start drawing picture...drew guitar...is kinda done...well except a small portion...haha when done, maybe I will then post on blog ahaha:P yeapp...

6 Days more to EOY...dangs tt freakin fast:( haha wish me luck:P

NITES TO U(=

Oh oh...HAPPY BIRTHDAE XQ ahha kinda late but not yet 12am:P

2009-09-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

HEYY...todae is gonna be a long post:P

DAMN I just freakin reach home...becos I freakin forgot to bring my pouch which like contain my freakin phone, cash. ipod and most importantly KEY!!!! Hahah yea left house without bringing those...which oso means tt no key to enter the hse:( haha got scolded by my dad haha dangs...but thx god my sis came back like 8 smth wif the KEY hah yea so manage to get into the hse(= haha

Yesterdea didnt have time to post:P went to watch movie-Alien in the Attic(= wif family except my mum...the show is funny(= I enjoyed it, like tt 4 arm creature known as Spark....haha if I remembered and spell correctly ahha went to eat Jack Place after the movie at Heeren, food is delicious but ex-.- ahha

Well...shld I be going fer the OBS or LLS thingy...which one shld I go? I wanna go OBS because is much more challenging as compared to LLS which is so gonna be boring? DANGS!!!! this sucks:( didnt wanna go fer OBS is partly becos I have to kayak...and wad sucks to the max is tt they gonna purposely capsized us...and I FREAKING DUNNO HOW TO SWIM:( ahha and if u people dun realised...I hate water whereby I cant stand...so those in the swimming pools are fine...last yr sports trip there is oso canoe-ing but I didnt go cos I just hate going far deep to the water:(

Haha well...recently just hooked onto a new song(= By Marie Digby- Crazier Things(= the songs is just awesome(= listen to it(=

I've seen tidal waves

People washed away

Seen the towers fall

Trust me, I've seen it all

Hurricanes have come

Entire cities gone

Snowing in July

And no one can tell me why

I give you a million reasons to leave

But you don't give up

Keep calling my phone

But I don't pick up

Couldn't see you with me

That sounds crazy

So why am I holding back?

'Cause crazier things have happened

So why not give us a try?

Why not give love a chance?

'Cause crazier things have happened

And take it from me

Crazier things have happened

Bombs are going off

All our soldiers lost

And who pays the cost?

It doesn't make sense at all

I am just a girl

I can't change the world

'Cause it's way too tough

So maybe I'll start with love

I give you a million reasons to leave
But you don't give up
Keep calling my phone
But I don't pick up
Couldn't see you with me
That sounds crazy
So why am I holding back?
'Cause crazier things have happened
So why not give us a try?
Why not give love a chance?
'Cause crazier things have happened
And take it from me
Crazier things have happened

I was so scared to try

'Cause I've seen other people cry

And it seemed like it hurt too much

To fall in love

But I've, I've seen so much in life

To let the world pass me by

To let love pass me by

Not this time

So why am I holding back?

'Cause crazier things have happened

So why not give us a try?

Why not give love a chance?

'Cause crazier things have happened

And take it from me

Crazier things have happened

2009-09-18T04:28:00.000-07:00

Is Friday...mum not back yet...she kinda extended the days in China-.-

Oh...almost forgotten....ahah HAPPY BIRTHDAE ALEXIAAA AHH! (=

(= I feel tired but I dunno why...kinda high:P ahha EOYS coming soon...which kinda sucks-.- screw up fer my chem spa yesterdae haha dun bother asking why-.- Play softball again(= ahah is quite fun:P hmm 2 teams...we start by doing sicssors paper stone thingy aha and my team have been winnning fer the past few weeks so we get to bat first:P ahha Im just so good(= ahah everytime also win in this:P ahah only managed to play 2 innings:( ahha is so fun to play softball(= recess went to play volleyball...dangs...I got problem in serving the ball todae...screwed-.- Hahha manns have been bored lately...dun wanna study tonite:P so has been taking quizzes on fb...I have no idea wad to post fer todae...so apologies...Im gonna stop here(=

Love at first sight

Was how it was when I met you

Charming and sweet is how I would describe you

You brought a smile to my face

But also a thorn in my heart

I gave you a chanceYou threw it away

Your lies and hurtful words

Were enough to kill me

Then the final blow

A slap to my face

No words to express

The present you gave me

Just remember this

Everything I did

May not be right

All the reasons to my act

Was because of you

2009-09-15T03:46:00.000-07:00

The dawn is breaking,Streaks of light is shining through the crack, brightening up my day. But it only lasted just for a moment.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIA(=

It has been since dunno when I ever posted someone birthdae haha:P Todae didnt have morning jog which was a good thing because the assmebly talk was took damn long because of prize presentations crap...is boring but Im fine wif it so long I can skip mornign jog becos my knee is crazy...is not functioning properly...it will start hurting like siao...and sometimes I cant walk properly:(

Todae wasnt reallie anythin much...after school went to Sam house wif Stef and JE to study? Yea haha then left her house at like 6 30....it was already drizzling when Im walkin towards the bus stop...was praying tt it wont rain till I reach the bus stop...but to no avail...it just rain-.- so Im kinda drenched? Haha but not so bad la cos I ran across road and to bus stop quite fast:P

Hmm todae is considered a tiring day haha yeapp...Im so tired-.-The dawn is breaking,Streaks of light is shining through the crack, brightening up my day. But it only lasted just for a moment.

2009-09-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

First day of school for Term 4(= wasnt tt bad though(=

Well I have no idea wad to blog abt actuallie haha yea I have a bunch of work to do and Im lazy...tsk I need to get an english situational writing done by todae...but the freakin thing is tt I dunno wad to write...given 5 different topics to choose from...but I still freakin dunno wad to write...shld I write abt medicine? fear? judgement? epoch? or ocean? Tsk...-.- wadeva...

Watch all the flowers

Dance with the wind

Listen to snowflakes

Whisper your name

Feel all the wonder

Lifting your dreams

You can fly

2009-09-13T04:44:00.000-07:00

HEY IM FREAKIN TIRED-.-

Yesterdae didnt get to use the comp at all...morning woke up at 5.3o plus? get change..and went back slp fer a while...while waiting fer my mum to get ready haha yea she went China...sucks manns I wanna go too:( Taking me away from here just fer a break...haha I need one though...well went airport wif dad n bro...sis, got work so didnt go:P had breakfast over there then me and bro went to walk abt in the airport haha yea..dad and mum and some other uncle were tokin abt stuff which bores me so yea went to walk...from Terminal 1 we went to Terminal 3..woah (I didnt went there before...so pardon me haha...) Is quite pretty(= haha but as I was too lazy to walk there...took another sky train to Terminal 2 and walked walked haha well actuallie me and my bro is like finding fer the polar cake shop:P ahha so yea we walked quite long and found it:P afterwhich went back? Hmm at Terminal 2 went to the minibits (korea) shop...woah saw this ring...is pretty ahha well it may seems kinda plain...but yea pretty...sadly have to rush back to T1 cos my mum gonna leave...yea:(

Well went back home I was damn tired so went to slp till 12? Haha asked my bro to wake me up at 10...but dangs didnt work until 12...he said tt is already 3! ahha:P went to cut my hair too(= haha it feels great cos is light but the thing is tt is quite annoying when I tie my hair up becos I dunno where my fringe is:P Night went to eat at NewYork NewYork at coro there...on my way, we walked there la, passed by cars and saw someone familiar haha so yea walked backwards and saw someone whom I knew(= haha is quite funnie though...dindnt think of seeing anyone tt I know in the car:P Well ate at NYNY had my sis to serve me:P ahah(= coolio

Tt abt it fer yesterdae event yeap(= Todae was just like the rest of others Sunday I guess...woke up quite late? 11 smth I guess...did nth much afternoon went fer bio lessons...dunno why but part of me enjoy bio but another part doesnt...I think I might noe why...but I dunno how to solve it...is kinda irritating:(

I would walk to the edge of the universe for you

Paint you a crimson sunset over sheltering skies

I could learn all the world dialects for you

Whisper sonnets in your ear discovering truth

I could never worship pagan gods around me

I will only follow the path that leads me to you

2009-09-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

Todae went out in the noon wif Amanda Wendi Petrina n Diandra(= haha had quite alot of fun actuallie...well besides all those stoning part especially on the escalator:P went to eat at crystal jade(= food was awesome(= ahah but is alot...we end up playing games just to finish up the food haha there were maths questions and Petrina is kinda a little slow so she has to keep eating her noodles haah is quite hilarious though...we ended up eatin the noodle in a 'sian' way(= hah when finished we were kinda observing people who are also 'sian' ahah:P

Went to Wendi's hse to play/study...well I didnt bring anything to study so read bk...then after a while went to play Wendi's drumset ahha OMG Im a failure-.- ahha we played a mini volleyball in her room and soccer(= ahh manns I keep hittin too hard:( dangs...haha after tt we play Rock Band I think...yea we shifted from Wendi's room to her sis room and to the living room...cos Wendi tv died...her sis tv no colour...hhaha so yea(= Nt so bad in the guitar one after tons of pract...haha the drum one was so so la:P haha is quite fun though but had to leave...
SO overall I didnt study todae and IM TIRED!!! OH FUN TOO(=

It will be different...

Well I always think that the following year will be different

Or well...maybe I dun even have to wait till then

Maybe at the end of this year

Everything is gonna be different

2009-09-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

HEY...todae is freakin a tiring dae-.-

Went school fer extra maths lesson...well actuallie I dun have to la and Im like suppose to meet Sam at bugis library to study...but she feel like going fer maths...so yea...went school fer maths lesson...after tt sorta went fer conditioning? Haha no la more of playing:P flipped on the long tramp..ahha wee I manage to do run off backsummer on the floor ahha and also frontsummer la tried ariel cartwheel (is tt how u spell?) haha yea manage to do it(= ahah quite pleased wif myself...ahah but I think this might be the first n last time Im doin it haha cos my waist...well around there kinda hurt:( hmm IM SO TIRED aha did I mention this? After the gym thingy went to bugis...then learn how to play a freakin guitar ahha...OMG IS FREAKIN HARD ahah well I guess got no talent in playin guitar ahah...tsk....after tt went fer tuition....which was...

This isn't your fault, but mine
If only back then
I didn't make the wrong step,
Things won't turn out this way

2009-09-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

Todae went out wif Stef at Jurong Point(=

Haha we walked quite alot:P went to John Little...becos there got all those make up sets thingy fer free testing me n Stef went to play wif it:P ahha play until both hand are full of different skin tones ans eyeshadow colour:P ahah we even try the perfume thingy...woah the perfume stinks!! ahha maybe becos I keep smelling it:P ahah we bought quite abit of accessories craps then Stef gonna make the charm braclet(= hhe...went to deco the cake(= hmm...woah now my hand oso smell like perfume...ewww ahhaa

I cant post much eh ahah...tsk..besides I cant think of anythin else ahah my mind is full of bio craps-.- SORRIE

These are the sweetest times
These times together
And through it all one thing will always be true....

2009-09-06T04:18:00.000-07:00

This is the 300th post:P ahah weee

Hmm todae didnt feel like gettin out of the bed though...the weather is perfect fer sleepin(= ahha the coldness...basically todae the whole of morning I was doing ss craps...screw chap4...is huge! Went library afterwards to return book since todae is the due date and at the same time borrow somemore bk...tsk didnt have the bks tt I wanted...:( Had bio tuition...hmm did I mention that I actuallie dread going fer tuition becos of some stupid reason? Hmm...but todae wasnt tt bad becos practically we were having jokes...yea...well but still...there is always this feeling that is unspoken...tsk...forget abt it...

The sky is deep and infinite blue,
A breeze that began in eternity washes over my face...
I hear whisper of swaying trees, lapping of breaking water,
Chirping of a loving couple of bird which sounds like a song
Inhaling the perfumed air that is as sweet as berries
I breathed deeply and smelled the salt...sun...wind...sky...and the world

Haha how was tt? Hmm gonna write a compo out of these? Hhha screwed it-.- ahha just kiddin though...writing it cos I just feel like writing it down...I feel tt todae I got plenty of things to pour out...but bloggin doesnt seems to be a good place to do it...hmm...

Well I will post again...I think ahha yeapp

2009-09-04T21:28:00.000-07:00

Heyy didnt manage to blog yesterdae though...

Basically yesterdae was just nth much...haha Pe...training and lessons-.- Pe played softball...damn good in pitching:p ahha Winsy, the catcher, threw back the ball to me and hit my teeth...YUCKS!!!! Is freakin gross:( well Pe was okae la overall:P hmm training on fridae is fun cos we start later as usual but the training hours is onlie 2 instead of 3 haha:P Did fairly well fer the routines though:P quite satisfy fer myself but yesterdae my trainin conditions wasnt reallie tt awesome fer knees hurt and I think I heard my ankle? Hmm just feel the pain...like...muscle pulling? Yea...hmm

So far so I have been doing maths since morning...sucks-.- EOY is in 23 days time...:(
Gonne be mugging fer the next week? HAH...I hope so:P

2009-09-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

First thing first....HAPPY TEACHER DAY(=

Yesterdae was the teacher dae celebration...boring I must sae...tsk after tt as usual have lesson...went back to my primary school yesterdae though. Me and Elisa meet Wendi, Diandra, Petrina and Gwen in ToaPayoh station then went meet Amanda and afterwards went cityhall. Bought food and went back primary school. Saw Mrs Chia though ahah my p4 teacher I think...tt is if I remembered it correctly. Sadly cos by the time we reach was already 4? ahha most of the teacher went back home...we went up to the gym and play(= Play on the bar(= ahah funnie 'the sucicidal' Petrina was quite funnie cos she didnt dare to go up the high bar and jumped off ahha(= was pretty fun(= ahha did quite a few times...jumpin back from the high bar and flippin backsumer(= ahah of cos, into the sponge pit:P ahah after that kinda chase by the guard-.- cos he need to lock the gate...went to vivo afterwards fer a while...then went back home(=

Todae was another tiring dae though ahah and I totallie cant believe tt I freakin wore a dress todae aahha NOT FLOWLY DRESS OF COS haha tt one I die die wont wear-.-.but still I wore fbt underneath ahah:P went orchard to meet stef sam hao je elaine gracia and wendy...god dammit...it had to rain just as I was abt to reach:( so I was stuck at heeren fer quite long...until I gave up on waitin fer the rain to become drizzle...just walked....tsk my feet was damn wet la, heels almost came out:( we walked at heeren fer a while...played at arcade cos I didnt wanna sing K...well I wasnt planning too...manns SO SORRY STEF SEOW...she has been wanting to sing K and ME went to 'burst' her bubbles:( tsk such a bad frewn I am eh...tsk...well after the rain kinda stop...we went to play pool...play fer like 2 hrs lidat? Had bet wif JE haha and lost dangs and we bet on yumi yoghurt ahah...tsk but still...feel tt my skills improve quite alot(= ahah well...is either tt or Im just lucky...went PS after wards...walked abt then meet my sis then headed home

Hmm still couldnt believe tt I freakin wore a dress ahah...

These tender moments
When heaven is so close
These are the moments that I know...
These are the special times
Times we'll remember
These are the precious times, the tender times
We'll hold in our hearts forever...

2009-08-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

Heyy saw the sunset yesterdae(= beauty hha tt all I can sae:P

EOY are starting real soon:( I wanna do well in humans but seems like I can cos SS bores me...haha and geog is like alot of terms to remember especially TSW's short form which I dun really get it:( humph Well suppose to get a new phone todae but didnt ahha hmm guess have to get it next week eh...todae as usual went tuition...nth much happen though just they talking...

I dunno why but I just seems to be left out...haha well maybe I am...hiaz I cant be bothered abt tt now-.-

In these moments, moments of our lives

All the world is ours

And this world is so right

You and I sharing this time together,

Sharing the same dream

As time goes by, we will find...

These are the special times

Times we'll remember

These are the precious times

The tender times, we'll hold in our hearts forever

These are the sweetest times

These times together

And through it all one thing will always be true

The special times are the times I share with you